June 20th, 2026
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This is a prayer for sunshine and darkness. This is a prayer for Litha. This is a prayer for shifting the balance and this is a prayer for Resistance.

At Litha, Demeter holds on so tight that her grasp begins to weaken. At Litha, Persephone’s will to run courses anew. Today, it seems that Demeter will win. Things will stay the same. Her power has grown. Tomorrow, Persephone pulls imperceptibly away. Things will never be the same. Power is shifting.

This is a prayer for sunshine and darkness. This is a prayer for Litha. This is a prayer for shifting the balance and this is a prayer for Resistance.

We are the shifters. Litha pulses in our veins. Like Demeter, we hold to what we have and, like her daughter, we pull towards what we could be. We are the sunshine and we are the darkness. We are the balance and we are the shift. We are the prayer for Resistance.

This is a prayer for sunshine and darkness. This is a prayer for Litha. This is a prayer for shifting the balance and this is a prayer for Resistance.


-- by Hecate Demeter
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posted by [personal profile] malada at 09:36am on 2026-06-20 under
A few updates:

My scalp infection is still ongoing.  An infectious disease doctor has  been contacted but no word back.  My dermatologist is a saint.  

My writing on "Incubus on the Job" has stalled.  I think I have to go back and pump up the section I just wrote.  Things are just going too smoothly for the boy.  Part of me _really_ wants to cut to the chase ... literally, but I need to stay disciplined.  .  

Folding @ Home program suddenly failed on me.  I'm not sure what the problem is.  A clean reinstall failed to fix the problem.  I  tried installing it on a spare system and it repeats the failure.  I'll either try an older version or wait for a newer version to come out.  

The upstairs toilet wasn't flushing correctly.  A couple of buckets of hot water and some plunger work and it's all good again.  My housemate thinks I'm a  hero.  I'm just a home owner. 

My bass is kind of heavy and hurts my back playing it so  took a day off.  Still building callouses and hand strength.  My playing is getting cleaner and I'm extending my scales to memorize the fret board again.  Keeping busy with regular guitar playing.  Chords chords chords although I might pick up some scales later.  

Weather has been surprising cool lately especially at night.  I'm not complaining. 

Mopping will be attended too shortly. 
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posted by [personal profile] sorcyress at 12:46am on 2026-06-20
So, like a month and a half ago, the mid-Atlantic crowd of Scottish Country Dancers determined that we desperately needed to drive to Walpole and get Rita's water ice.

To be clear, this was over an hour each way, for, I dunno, maybe 45 minutes of hanging out in a corporate park parking lot (and, to be fair, having very good conversation). BUT WE GOT TO EAT RITA'S, which was plenty good on an objective level, and even better on a "get excited and make things" let's-have-an-adventure level!

I got to drive the first (less exciting) half, and listen to music and cheerfully jump in with a bit of banter here and there. Willow drove us home from the place, which was very kind of them, especially because we were close enough to ~stadium traffic~ to get kinda entangled for a while. (much like my stupid fucking knitting, which I lost yarn chicken to quite badly, siiiiigh.)

It was pretty much everything I ever dreamed of, and I highly recommend the rest of you go out on some very stupid short adventure sometime. Bonus points if it involves ice cream or other frozen summer treats (because then you're just getting a leg up on my birthday!)

I love you!

~Sor
MOOP!
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When [personal profile] bunnyhugger brought our pet rabbit and the mice down to her parents' house Friday the 5th it was with this reassurance: if she forgot anything in the last-minute rush of pet-packing it was fine, our drive down would start off passing close enough to their house that we could add a side trip without any great inconvenience. I didn't seriously expect that to be taken up but when we discovered she'd left some of the rabbit's vegetables in the fridge --- and that they'd be a terribly rotted mass before we got back --- the side trip made sense. [personal profile] bunnyhugger cursed herself out for not noticing them despite hints like, huh, I hadn't got carrots for the week, but really, it wasn't a big diversion.

Our trip, starting Saturday the 6th, had the weird luxury of letting us sleep in, and even late enough we could be confident the mail wasn't delivered on us. This because we weren't trying to get to an amusement park that day, just to Chicago, for the first and longest of our hotel stays. After years of talking about doing it, we were finally to get to some Chicagoland amusement parks, one that [personal profile] bunnyhugger had never been to, plus a place in Madison, plus the Dells, and --- at my encouragement --- Valleyfair! in Minneapolis. (The last was not really a ``last chance to see'' visit, but the park --- like Michigan's Adventure --- was this year sold to a company that has previously only ever run water parks and goodness knows if they're going to try keeping the dry park up.)

So the first day was just one of driving from Lansing to [personal profile] bunnyhugger's parents, with a stop just long enough to say goodbye to the rabbit and mice again and dishearten their poor dog who would not be getting the fun extra-long walk [personal profile] bunnyhugger's existence promises, and then getting on I-94 and driving all the way to Chicago. The drive gave us a neat surprise; an exit we stopped at for a stretch and a pop turned out to be next to the tinniest Biggby Coffee we could imagine, a spot that looks like a drive-up ice-cream stand converted to coffee service. As we got to Chicago it got a little more annoying, particularly since I missed one turn-off. ([personal profile] bunnyhugger told me to take the upcoming exit for I-394; I looked at the road and saw the right two lanes were 94 and the second-from-left lane was state road 294 and did not perceive that the leftmost late was 394.) This sent us through more city driving than [personal profile] bunnyhugger wanted to ride through but I can't say it was bad. My standard for ``bad'' is that time in Boston when I had to merge at a T intersection and told [personal profile] bunnyhugger to close her eyes so she wouldn't have to experience this.

The hotel was ... packed. Like, furry-convention-level packed, complete with a loud DJ and something going on in the main ballroom. Based on the people we saw wandering around it looks like it was a wedding reception, something of that class. And the person in front of us was having some terrible problem with their reservation, something where the clerk was talking about how there would be a refund possible and there was another hotel with the same name that was across the street and maybe they would something something something. (The clerk would mention to us, in a plain violation of HIPAA, that the customer had trouble stemming from booking the wrong dates.)

And then we had our own, not brief enough, trouble getting our booking in. Somehow the first couple attempts at the clerk finding our room failed and since we already knew they had nothing available we were fearing something really bad. Finally [personal profile] bunnyhugger shared her tiny phone with the clerk and they transcribed something successfully and ah! There was our room, on the third floor, as it turned out all our hotel rooms this trip would be, something that got more amusing the more times it happened.

[personal profile] bunnyhugger chose the hotel partly on the strength of Yelp reviews saying it looked like the hotel in The Shining, which it does if you think any hotel that has wood paneling and uses that slender typeface you use for chapter titles in a book about the building of Rockefeller Center. Is it dated? Yes. Is it gorgeous? Yes, absolutely. I mean, every door had a doorbell, with lights behind it to signal whether you wanted privacy or were requesting the room to be made up. It was exactly the right place for us.

We found a nearby Culver's and got cheese curds and their surprisingly good veggie burger and settled down to a not-as-early-as-we-hoped night's sleep. Our plan was to spend most of the next eight days going to amusement parks in Illinois, Wisconsin, and Minnesota, and so we would, though with many changes in fortune and disappointments and pleasant surprises. Also, somehow, severe rain affecting all but one of those days, which is why in hindsight I think this trip report is best called the Old Northwest Tempest.


With today's pictures, we close out the closing-day trip to Cedar Point that, while disappointing, was still a trip to Cedar Point with a dear friend we couldn't see enough. When I left off we were on the train riding to the front of the park.

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Mine Ride's station seen from the far end where the train exits; this is the best view you can get of that side of things. Note Steel Vengeance in the background, with a train almost at the top of its lift hill.


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More stuff in Boneville: an elopement scene among the skeletons.


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And one of those moments of skeleton railroad construction where they did the systems tests just fine but skipped the integration test.


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[personal profile] bunnyhugger getting a ride on her rabbit on the Kiddie Kingdom carousel.


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Gorgeous evening night behind Raptor.


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And, finally, a picture of MWS after he and I got a front-seat ride on Top Thrill 2; it was his 100th roller coaster ever, finally ridden, and while we were too late for the chance to get on Siren's Curse, it was a great ride and a great moment and a happy climax to an otherwise mediocre day. It's a poor photograph but we needed to move on as it was well after closing.

MWS died a month ago. Tomorrow we're to have a charity pinball tournament in his memory.


Trivia: Among the tenants signed up for Rockefeller Center for its opening was the Information Division of the Aeronautical Chamber of Commerce, which rented space in the RCA Building (30 Rock) for ``the largest collection of aeronautical books in this country''. Source: Great Fortune: The Epic of Rockefeller Center, Daniel Okrent. (A rental less baffling when you know they signed up Curtiss-Wright and a number of other aviation companies early on.)

Currently Reading: Vector: A Surprising Story of Space, Time, and Mathematical Transformation, Robyn Arianrhod.

(Don't worry if you can't figure the significance of the subject line. I will explain it in time unless I forget.)

June 18th, 2026
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posted by [personal profile] mneme at 01:15am on 2026-06-18 under , , , , ,

I've been thinking for a while about games that are bad for you.

Not, you understand, games that have bad content. Not that I'm saying that's impossible, exactly, but art is art, and while you can certainly say -terrible- things with art, there's nothing unique about games that make "bad/racist/sexist/violent" games any worse than any other media with those elements.

No, what I'm talking about is games that make your life worse, or at least more hazardous, just by playing them.

Games that take something from you that doesn't balance the enjoyment you get out of them, that weaponize the urge to play, to win, to succeed into a kind of attack against the players, in a way that doesn't really balance. )

I have a lot more to say on the topic, and I suppose I could go into specifics with individual games, but that was long enough.

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posted by [personal profile] sabotabby at 06:46am on 2026-06-19 under
 This one is very near and dear to my heart, and it is Wizards & Spaceships' "Indigenous Survivance For the Zombie Apocalypse ft. Daphne Singingtree." Daphne is a Lakota midwife, author, activist, and prepper, and she has both a fascinating life story and a perspective on surviving through climate collapse and collective action that I think everyone should hear.

Discussions of prepping usually stress me out. I don't have a go bag. I don't have a lot of useful skills. I do know my neighbours very well and can cook in a pinch I guess, but my plan to survive the collapse of civilization is not to survive it. I find Daphne's framing to be super helpful in both practical and narrative situations.

Also she was at Standing Rock so that part of the discussion is also amazing.

Anyway, check it out.
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My humor blog this week brings us a lot of comic strip stuff! Much of it is plot recaps of Popeye but there's also some nonsense about Beetle Bailey and B.C. so enjoy that.


Next thing on the photo roll is the trip we made with MWS down to Cedar Point for their closing day last season. We thought this would be a pretty good riding day and maybe give him the chance to ride his 100th and 101st roller coasters and turns out the park was packed, rides were slow, and he had to go back to the car and rest a while, so the day ended up disappointing, and we promised we'd have a better trip this year.

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Cedar Point's welcome sign up front of the Midway Carousel, which I think I only shared photographs of from the back side before.


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You know the season's gone on too long when the pumpkin pig statue has fallen over.


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Tall skeleton walker pointing to one of the kids near the Bonewalk.


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Here's what one of them --- there were several working the crowd --- look like with their handler acting all casually on the left side there.


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I suppose this was a pretty boring park map anyway. (I assume they were swapping out the Halloween map for the Regular Season map but it seems like they had like five months more to do that in.)


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SkyHawk and the building that used to be the far end of the Frontier Trail sky ride, but in a really good afternoon light.


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We took the (full-size) train to get back to the front of the park, and I got a picture of this antique carriage just because, you know, who knows when it'll be gone?


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As long as I'm photographing boring stuff in the park that might suddenly disappear? How about the Perey-brand turnstile counting the riders?


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Ride operator giving warning abut what not to do on the train (mess around).


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There's bunches of scenes of comic mayhem starring skeletons in a vaguely old west town that's not part of the Halloweekends decoration, at least not anymore; they're there year-round.


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Moment of afternoon sun behind the Mine Ride roller coaster and the lake it runs over.


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And a picture-postcard-ready photograph of the Mine Ride over the water. The smoke is from the train carrying us.


Trivia: The expression ``mail-order'' is first recorded in English in 1867. Source: The Grand Emporiums: The Illustrated History of America's Great Department Stores, Robert Hendrickson. Etymology Online gives 1875, by the way, but since Hendrickson doesn't say what his citation is I suppose it's impossible for the truth to ever be known. Hendrickson offers the speculation that ordering of specific goods by mail during the Civil War left United States customers ready to think of buying stuff generally by mail and setting them up for department-store catalogues the rest of the century.

Currently Reading: Natural History Magazine, May 2026, Editor Erin Espelie.

liv: In English: My fandom is text obsessed / In Hebrew: These are the words (words)
posted by [personal profile] liv at 02:14pm on 2026-06-18 under
Not quite my first full day off since March but not far off it either. I aten't dead but I have badly run out of time for keeping in touch with people. Anyway the headline is, I have sort of finished my third year of rabbinic training although like every year there's this weird limbo between the end of teaching in mid-May and the actual end of the year first week in July.

new experiences in the past several months )

Coming up: I'm going to two conferences this month, one for the newly formed Progressive Movement (combining two previous small denominations) and one international but held in London. (I'm glad Covid levels are actually low for the first time in 5 years, but I would have attended anyway, these are going to be the best networking opportunities ever.) The usual fortnight of random extra classes after the end of the main part of term has been condensed to three days because of the conferences, bracketed by the viva talk of our sole ordinand and then her actual ordination ceremony.

Further on into the summer I'm being helpful Jewish person for a long-running Jewish-Christian forum in Germany. And starting what will be my fourth year placement at Wimbledon Reform. In contrast to the first three years when I was here, there and everywhere, most of fourth year I'm going to be attached to that one community, so it's more like I'm a kind of assistant minister and less just showing up and leading services or teaching one-off classes. I'll miss the variety but it's clearly very relevant to actually practise doing a rabbi-type job.

Do I have a life outside Rab School? Sort of, but it's mostly quite domestic, spending time with my partners when I can. I've just had a couple of days visiting my MiL and getting my first sunburn of the year walking in the Malverns. I've managed to visit [personal profile] angelofthenorth once, and occasionally get my act together to drink tea with [personal profile] hatam_soferet, but other than that totally failed to see any of my friends or even email or call them.
Mood:: 'tired' tired
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So in other home-repair stuff here's something that was not specifically connected to our recent trip. But it did make packing for the trip more stressful to [profile] bunny_hugger, who did not need that. She does enough travel planning and house-preparing, she doesn't need appliance malfunctions too.

What happened was the dryer stopped drying. At least stopped drying in any reasonable time; she had some pairs of blue jeans in for hours and they were only warm and damp after all that. The drum was tumbling and the dryer producing heat all right, but not much air was coming out the vent outside the house. It would fall to me when we got home to call a repair guy, and then to call a different one because it turned out I didn't remember who our preferred appliance repair guy was.

I know what a subset of you are thinking. Dryer has heat, and spins, but not much air comes out the vent. This has to be a clogged vent hose. Yes, you've diagnosed it correctly. Also, turns out according to sites that look legitimate-ish, you should be cleaning out those vent hoses more often than our current ``never''. One site said clean it annually.

Well, the appliance guy came today while I was in office --- my last in-office-Wednesday on the schedule by the way --- and apparently had some good patter going with [profile] bunny_hugger. He identified the problem as a clogged hose, and cleaned it out, digging out what he said was a bird's nest from near the dryer end of things. [profile] bunny_hugger was skeptical that it could be a bird that far inside the house but her research turned up evidence that yeah, they'll do that sometimes. It's hard not to suspect nesting mice, although they'd have to get in from outside the house at least as far as the birds would too.

And turns out it wasn't just the one clog near the dryer end of things; there was another near the outlet. So we got the vent vacuumed out, [profile] bunny_hugger judges from the noise of the machinery, and as I write these words we have a short while before we learn whether we've solved the problem. Also if we've got a new annual chore of dryer-vent-cleaning, up there with dishwasher-filter-cleaning.

Postscript: it works great!


But next up in photographs? Eh, let's take a half-dozen pictures of our pet rabbit, you deserve that.

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``Now look, anyone could have eaten that fun-size Almond Joy bar.''


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Great moment of bunny tongue stuck out at you.


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Bunny exploring the edge of the knowable world --- she's not fond of the floor on this side of the room --- while her fur gets a little sheddy.


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Bunny examining the underside of the coffee table; her verdict is that it hasn't been chewed nearly enough.


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Did you know solid black rabbits could phase out of existence like that? Here she is at the start of the process with just a transparent hindleg.


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And here she is leaping out of frame, both forelegs half out of reality.


Trivia: Signing the Versailles Treaty for Germany were Hermann Müller, the new foreign minister, and Johannes Bell, minister of transport, who only arrived at 3 am the day of the signing; the German government had trouble finding ministers willing to put their signatures on it. Source: Paris 1919: Six Months that Changed the World, Margaret MacMillan.

Currently Reading: Natural History Magazine, May 2026, Editor Erin Espelie.

June 17th, 2026
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posted by [personal profile] mrs_sweetpeach at 04:26pm on 2026-06-17 under
location: My home office
Mood:: 'busy' busy

skinnerhousebooks:

Check out these webinars related to Skinner House titles at this year’s General Assembly. And don’t forget that inSpirit: The UU Book and Gift Shop will be offering free standard shipping for orders of $25 or more shipped within the United States from June 14th to June 21st.

Beloved as We Are: Building a Congregational Culture of Disability Inclusion by Barbara F. Meyers and Shelly Rohe—webinar: Disability: Lived Experience in a Living Tradition.

Impassioned: A Guide to Progressive Preaching by Lucas Hergert—webinar: Preaching Hope When You Don’t Feel Hopeful.

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posted by [personal profile] sabotabby at 06:58am on 2026-06-17 under
Just finished: A Palace Near the Wind by Ai Jiang. In my post about this last week I perhaps failed to mention that in addition to most of the main characters being trees, the humans' palace that is invading their territory is made out of bones.

Anyway.

It's really good. Would recommend, looking forward to the sequel.

Currently reading: Starfish by Peter Watts. This has to be a re-read because there is no way I didn't read something that clearly influenced my own writing this much, but also I have no memory of when or under what circumstances I read it. Weird. So is the book, but that goes without saying. A corporation called GA has built Beebe, an underwater station that harvests geothermal energy from the Juan de Fuca Rift, and genetically and surgically modified some folks to maintain it, called rifters (or vampires by a psychologist sent to report on them, but not the same kind of vampires as in Blindsight). The rifters all have a lung removed and replaced with adaptive equipment to allow them to breathe underwater and adapt to the pressure.

Who would do this? Obviously people who have no choice and who are already fucked in the head, so our cast ranges from the severely traumatized to the severely traumatized with a history of inflicting more trauma on others. They inevitably like the bottom of the ocean more than the surface, but there are some very nasty things down there, not all of them natural.

Also this was written almost 30 years ago and absolutely describes the current state of AI perfectly.

This is obviously extremely up my street and I love it. All the trigger warnings apply, so know that going in. But it's one of the most inventive hard sf books out there and put Peter Watts on the map for good reason.
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Last week was our big amusement-park trip for the year (we figure). It was also a week of heavy storms rolling through the midwest, which would shape each of our days except the first and last. I will tell of this in time.

But the storms rolled through mid-Michigan, too, and hit our home. I saw on the Motor City Furry Con Telegram group folks sharing weather updates as we sat hundreds of miles away from it. (At one point someone posted a radar map with zones marked 'you can go to bed' as the possible tornado weather had gone by, and 'stay up' for those still facing possible evacuations.)

The housesitter --- for the first time we had someone coming regularly to check on the goldfish pond, the plants, and any mail delivered against a mail hold I'd filled out both online and in person (they did hold the mail, but delivered it all to the house instead of letting me pick it up the way I specified) --- took a big branch off the pond, after one of these storms. But we got home to find that our chimney cover had fallen off, or been blown off, or in any case wasn't where it should be. A neighbor (we assume) set it on our front porch, incidentally advertising how much we weren't home, and strangely the housesitter didn't mention this or move it somewhere else.

So our return home got to be less a day of sleeping in and resting up and doing laundry --- more on that anon --- and more figuring out someone who could come out and inspect the chimney and put the cap back on. A bit of digging around and we got someone who could come out today, that is, Tuesday, while I was in the office but [personal profile] bunnyhugger would be home.

I can't say it was but the work of a moment to put the cap back on, as I don't know. But it was back. If I understand the verdict the reason it blew off because it was a kind of a junky cap and we can't be sure it won't blow off again. We could make more certain by getting a better-quality cap, one with screws that go in at a more secure angle. (I'm not sure how that works but I'm busy with other things so won't be looking it up.) For now, though, our chimney's in good shape, just in time for a severe thunderstorm that rolled through and so far as we can tell did no damage, this time.


Next up in pictures? Well, we just had Halloweekends so what follows would of course by Halloween. We carved pumpkins at home, as there wasn't a good time to get together with [personal profile] bunnyhugger's parents for it, so there's fewer jack-o-lanterns than usual this year. Sorry.

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My concept for this year was to try doing something kind of dragony, with the extra detail of ridged nose. It ... looks better by candlelight, I promise.


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While [personal profile] bunnyhugger went with a classic growly face jack-o-lantern.


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[personal profile] bunnyhugger hung Halloween lights this (last) year. I put up the pumpkin flag, although it long predates my ever being here.


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Here's our carved pumpkins on the porch step, lit by candles inside.


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And that third pumpkin? That's an owl [personal profile] bunnyhugger carved because she hadn't done enough.


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Here's a different view of the owl making it look like it's looking over its shoulder.


Trivia: Singer sewing ordered Otis elevator machines for its headquarters in Saint Petersburg, Russia, which opened in a 1904 ceremony blessed by priests. Source: Otis: Giving Rise to the Modern City, Jason Goodwin.

Currently Reading: Natural History Magazine, May 2026, Editor Erin Espelie.

June 16th, 2026
dianec42: Close-up of an electric bass guitar (Bass)
We saw Devo at Foxwoods on Saturday. Holy cow! If you get the chance to see them, GO. They have absolutely still got it.

It was a little over 3 hours' drive. In a stinky loaner car because the ICCU on Alanis(*) went pop(**).

I think this is the first time I've ever been TO Connecticut instead of just driving through it. Heck, I didn't even know until I bought the tickets that Foxwoods is in Connecticut and not Massachusetts.

Then we decided we wanted to go to the beach. For background, we drove across the country 3 years ago - twice! - but stopped in Vermont and still have not made it all the way to the Atlantic. Using the logic of, "It's RIGHT THERE!" we decided to correct this shortcoming.

Unfortunately, one does not simply "go to the beach" in Rhode Island on a nice Sunday in June. Not unless one wants to pay $20-30 for parking, which we did not. (Having recently returned from Hawaii where the beach is just freakin' FREE, this left us rather annoyed.) I guess we'll go back to plan A and sneak into New Hampshire on a Tuesday in the middle of winter or something.

We consoled ourselves with Dunkies and a visit to Bay State Perennial Farm where we filled up the back of the stinky loaner with native(ish) plants. Because we can never have too many plants.

Putting gas in the loaner car was weird. I'm happy to be out of practice.


(*) "Isn't it Ioniq"

(**) Unfortunately a common issue. Good news, Hyundai have admitted it's a problem, and by the time I got around to posting this, the car is fixed and home again.
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posted by [personal profile] siderea at 08:19pm on 2026-06-16 under ,
Early Monday morning I went to the emergency department with mild but inexplicable and persistent chest pain and shortness of breath to find out if I was having a heart attack.

Apparently not. I made a point of not going to the closest hospital, but to one I knew from my own patients' experiences takes women's risk of heart attack seriously. I showed up at about 6:30 am and there wasn't a single other person in the waiting room. I had an experience kind of like when a race car has a pit stop, only with a team of people hooking me up to the EKG almost instantly instead of changing tires. They had it completed before Mr. Bostoniensis was done parking the car.

They kept me for a few hours for repeated blood draws and did a chest x-ray. The conclusion the EM doc came to was that he felt it's very unlikely that it was a heart attack, but can't rule out something more chronic and cardiac. X-ray showed my heart is the size it's supposed to be; my lungs seem perfectly fine and there's no evidence of pulmonary anything.

Nevertheless, something is very Not Right in my chest, and I have a follow up appointment with my PCP tomorrow. The discomfort is not severe, but it is persistent and NSAIDs do nothing to it, and that and the attendent anxiety is screwing up my sleep. I keep wanting to press my hand against the sore spot to put pressure on it, but it's right behind my sternum so I can't reach it.

There's a non-zero chance that in 20 hours I'll be in the market for any or all of: cardiologists, vascular surgeons, pulmonologists. If you happen to be a woman or otherwise AFAB in the Boston area who has one or more of those that she likes, feel free to recommend. I have a preference for the BILH system as opposed to MGB, but whatever. Alas, I can only take recommendations from women or people likely to be treated as one, because, fucking hell, it matters.

Irritatingly, my health had been seeing a slight improvement. I'm moving a bit better and tolerating sitting better.

Meanwhile, my personal life has been a huge rollercoaster over the last four months. Mostly good stuff, but... emotionally intense. I had hoped to post about it, but it has proved very difficult to write about. It starts with flabbergastry and then moves through some delicate territory where I've been asked to keep some details private by family and also is a very fast moving target and also involves talking about some intrinsically very difficult to talk about things.

This in turn is in a larger context where I feel less and less comfortable self-disclosing personal details here. As you might or might not have noticed, when I moved two years ago, I took advantage of the occasion to stop talking about where I lived. That's now available only on a need-to-know basis. I'm still in the Greater Boston area. But I think I would rather not be more specific than that.

That's one example. There are others, but I don't feel the need to itemize them.

Unfortunately, this kind of opsec comes with a perhaps surprising downside for me: it absolutely cripples my ability to write. I was, like everybody, struggling with the emotional weight of current events and the downward force it put on concentration and motivation, and there was the ergonomics problem I had last Nov/Dec that stole a lot of my mojo. But on top of those and some other difficulties: my capacity for doing the kind of writing I do here is profoundly tied to a specific kind of social dynamic this kind of reserve frustrates if not completely prevents.

Writing has always felt like lifting heavy things with my mind; doing it without that social context makes everything I try to life about two orders of magnitude more heavy. It's not strictly speaking impossible. But it makes it vastly more difficult and unsustainably stressful – you can smell the motor in the winch start smoking – and is what has been burning me out. Writing this way does not feel like any sort of accomplishment, just something to be grimly endured.

P.S. I feel the need for completeness sake to relate that what I was doing at the moment I noticed, hey, my chest feels funny, was trying to debug an old SPF record. If this takes me out, blame Sender Policy Framework.
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posted by [personal profile] twistedchick at 04:15pm on 2026-06-16
Background: I discovered that the county-run swim center nearest to me has deepwater running times open when I'm available. My swimsuits are ancient and the elastic in them is dying.

So I decided to drive to the Lands End outlet to try on what they have, get something to wear.

I drove over this afternoon. It wasn't there. In place of Lands End, in the plaza, was a Gap Outlet (no swimsuits.) I went a little further down the plaza to Athletica. No swimsuits.

Oookay, I will try to order one when I get home.

On the way home I noticed that the Chico's, which used to be across the street from another mall where I worked when they had a Borders Books, is gone. It's an empty site with a backhoe.

Another couple of miles, I turned left and headed toward the private Catholic girls' school that had so much traffic coming from it that it had its own dedicated cop to handle directing traffic. This time -- no cop. And no school. The rolling green lawn is not green but mostly paved and out of it have sprung enormous townhouses -- if a townhouse is four stories -- or flats, or something. Dozens of them.

I also noticed that the road I was driving on had changed names. It had been Knowles; now it is Strathmore, possibly in connection with the arts center and entertainment venue at the end of it.

Did I suddenly switch timelines or something? I do remember the county talking about housing and construction, but I don't recall anything about this.
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posted by [personal profile] redbird at 02:47pm on 2026-06-16 under ,

The three of us took advantage of nice weather to eat sushi outdoors, at a restaurant across the street from the main library. I asked what tempura came with the tempura+nigiri lunch plate, and when I was enthusiastic about sweet potato, she offered to bring me only sweet potato, which I happily accepted.

It was good tempura, and I was pleasantly surprised that my ten pieces of nigiri included ama obi (raw shrimp), which was excellent. In the past, when I've specifically ordered ama ebi, the servers have asked if I know that it's raw shrimp. The plate also included the much more common cooked shrimp, along with fish, octopus, squid, and rice-stuffed tofu skin, which I gave to Adrian and Cattitude.

On our way to lunch, we passed a table with a sign offering people $2 to swab their noses. After we ate, I asked what they were studying--it's sampling for whatever viruses happen to be going around, as a supplement to wastewater testing, done by the same people. Sure, we'll do that; it wasn't even uncomfortable (unlike swabbing my nose for at-home covid and flu tests).

My other small contribution to public health was filling out the Your Local Epidemiologist weekly survey of people who live in or near the cities where the World Cup games are being played. The questions are about World Cup-related health and safety concerns, if any, and where I'm getting health-related information. They're sending questions weekly to people who signed up ahead of time.

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posted by [personal profile] leiacat at 09:08am on 2026-06-16 under ,
The most common reward for a volunteer job well done is someone telling you "you have a clue, come do another one". And so at last year's PhilCon I was approached by someone I impressed at the NASFIC, who asked me, "if you wanted to learn another area, what would it be? We have apprenticeships." Which led me to the title of Deputy DivHead of Events for the Montreal Worldcon next year.

Which put us on the road to Montreal for a weekend of meetings and a site visit. Food, of course, with minor SMOFing and a health scare )
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And now, with the last of my days being too full of doing stuff to write about doing stuff, here's the last of our Halloweekends pictures. We're not out of October yet in my photo roll but we are closer than we've been before ...

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Now this is something you never see at Cedar Point: The Derby Dogs stand was open! But since they don't have veggie dogs we couldn't take advantage of that fact.


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Are we getting on evening already? There's Siren's Curse in the distance, with Corkscrew in the upper right corner.


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Siren's Curse tilting over while the sun sets behind it.


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And the vertical position for Siren's Curse. This may look scary but let me reassure you: it is.


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Some lovely color on the trees near Cedar Downs.


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[personal profile] bunnyhugger takes me for a drive on the Cadillac Cars, lone survivor of the antique-autos rides.


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Spot of late-afternoon sunlight from the Cadillac Cars ride, as ValRavn sends a train up the lift hill.


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Raptor washed in some golden light.


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Tall performer near the Boardwalk area. They would pose for pictures with anyone and I just wanted to admire the tallness.


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The Ska-letons performing at the Boardwalk area.


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And now, coming to the end of the night finally, a streak of light as Siren's Curse drops down its lift hill.


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The Siren's Curse train whips around; the lights change over the course of the ride. Hope that lasts.


Trivia: In 1979 customer-research corporation ViewPoint asked a focus group of Black persons what celebrities they saw aligned with the Filet-O-Fish (a poor seller in Black communities). Respondents offered that the sandwich was like Paul Lynde, Mary Tyler Moore, and Secretary of State Henry Kissinger. Source: Franchise: The Golden Arches in Black America, Marcia Chatelain. The heck is with that question even? (If you can't place Paul Lynde, try and remember the voice of The Hooded Claw on Penelope Pitstop. That guy.)

Currently Reading: Natural History Magazine, May 2026, Editor Erin Espelie.

June 15th, 2026
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posted by [personal profile] anniemal at 03:01pm on 2026-06-15
"Weird" is a word that has followed me all my remembered life. Everyone has called me that. So now I've finally looked it up. It has a history as of or pertaining to fate or destiny, and a noun for those who told about them. They were wyrds. So I might be an Old English Noun. Wyrd. I like the spelling. Kinda Welsh.

I've always tried to be just "peculiar" or "eccentric", but downright "weird" seems to be me. So, back in 1400, wyrd could tell you a wyrd, because someone watching what was happening and had sufficient understanding of human nature actually could tell you what was going to happen, and then be gone by the time it didn't.

Wyrds understood organic things. It comes easily to me,as I don't consider myself anything but an Anniemal.

Homo sapiens is so guilty of hubris that I'm sad to be one of that species. Yet I am fond of thinking, and do maths in my head for fun, sometimes. I also remember parts or all of 900 songs and 20 poems, not counting mother goose.

(I once watched a "jeopardy" episode where a category was "Mother Goose". Everyone on the panel failed. I aced it.). Although I've never given birth to a human of my own, as a fellow female mammal, I seem to have a knack with them. Babies and children of most species are much alike, basically. Human ones are just more complicated. Children I can understand, face to face. Their parents I frequently want to disable.


One year, at the Maryland Faerie Festival (the concept of an ex-lover even ex-friend whom I still love emotionally) I somehow got stuck bodying out a Children's Booth. They were supposed to be creative with stones, paint, glue, glitter, and any number of dangerous things parents frown on. I was supposed to guide their artistic exploration while keeping them from putting glitter glue all over each other.

It turned out that I'd utterly misread children. They were charming. They didn't once think of putting glitter glue in anyone's hair. They were respectful of my suggestions, since some had a hard time starting. The things they painted on stones were kind. The fluffy things they made were inventive and mostly lovely. The kids and I got along swimmingly. So I can conclude that people who took their children to the Maryland Faerie Festival in 2006 had nice children.

My fear is not of children or warping them, but of parents not liking me encouraging their children to think for themselves, on their own. Hence warping them. In kindly channels, but creative. And things upsetting children can come forth in an open environment. Some parents have a good reason to hate that. When I was 7, I drew a picture of a man in a suit with a lime head on my doll box. I captioned it: Sour as lemon, sour as lime, Daddy is some green slime. A movie that was playing at the local drive-in theatre.

My mother swears he really was my father. I blame all my failures on his genes. The failures are awfully in sync with his. I attribute my successes to my Valabek lineage. Via my mother's father's father. who died long before I was born. My mother's father's mother was a real nasty piece'o'work. I got some of her genes, too. I try to ignore them. She did her best to turn all her nine children against each other, and kept a behive in her bedroom wall. I guess I come by my weird honestly. I didn't set out to be weird.

Little though I know of childkind (linguistic redundance)now, I have many vivid memories of being one once. Somehow, I doubt that I was a normal child. My peers found me weird in kindergarten. At least I didn't rock back and forth singing "ba-ba-ba-ba-bab-ra-an" like Pam Dempsey. I sometimes wonder what became of her and her fraternal twin, Kevin. No doubt why I fear children. They didn't throw stones at me then. That was Jr. high.

Now weird is only an adj.,and apparently I'm ynogh not normal that I induce feelings of discomfort in people. Isn't that normal? People induce feelings of discomfort in me. I have no idea whether my weirdness will weird them out. Since I know I'm not normal, how do I tell whether they are? Is one of them a -path? Eeeeeek!

I didn't ask to be weird. It's like being homosexual or transgendered. I was born that way. So are most comic strip writers, I bet. (goes back to reading the funnies because they're comforting.)
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posted by [personal profile] malada at 09:52am on 2026-06-15 under
(sung to the tune 'You're a grand old flag")

You're a ped-o-phile, you're a fat pedophile
And may ever in hell may you burn,
You're a cheating creep, you're as dumb as stones
You cause every stomach to churn.

Every head does ache o'er the lies that you make
Whenever you boast or brag
But the Epstein Fi8le won't be forget
Keep your eyes on that ped-o-phile.
Mood:: 'mischievous' mischievous
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posted by [personal profile] anniemal at 04:15am on 2026-06-15
The nightbirds that used to call close by and in the trees on this corner do not do so now. It has become too polluted. Time for me to go too.

The plot's value has quadrupled over the 28yrs. I've lived here. Now, it's too expensive and I have to leave. I'm sad to go, but the place now is not the place I bought into. It was quiet, busy at rush hour, but mostly quietish. It's noisy, stinky, full of 18-wheelers, and almost never peaceful. Monday at 0300, it's peaceful. That's about it. Come 0500, the Big Trucks show up in force. *sigh*.
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posted by [personal profile] vvalkyri at 06:53pm on 2026-06-14
If not for the walking boot, I probably would have been up on the monument grounds doing the alternate cage match possibly as a frog possibly with pool noodles.

If not for the walking boot I would feel like I had to do something about marshalling the they fight we feed thing that's ongoing right now and I suspect it's a s*** show

I find that it's even less likely that I get out of bed when I feel like I have to put the boot on to do so not that I necessarily do but

There's so much to write about over several several weeks.

And the foot's not particularly hurting but if it does it's sort of this oh I noticed that that might be a problem

Which combined with still not having a very good mental model of what's okay and what isn't okay because I need the why means today is just gone by

And I haven't gone and done anything and I don't have plans with anybody and I don't know how to make plans with anybody and I feel remarkably isolated and it's weird

Like I didn't make plans Thursday cuz I thought I was going to go out to something that's ended up being sold out and I could do that soon but it's expensive and it's do I really want to and I don't know

And I don't know when the severe storms are supposed to come through

And honestly I'm kind of mad at myself for not driving down to Richmond when we were worried about severe storms.

But that's different again.

So tired. And that's of course partly because I haven't caffeinated or taken in the Adderall or...

If I thought about it earlier I could have gone out to the outdoor pool and tried to bring things out that way.


If I were in the indoor pool I would have thought I could do heel raises to try and keep my calf from atrophy

But while I have one legged balance exercises in the boot the in pool heel raises are too much weight?


And while I was still dithering about activism stuff that meant I didn't go up to Acro and I could have done Acro today I did flying on Tuesday but I don't know what this day is.

And this doesn't really work as an actual post either
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posted by [personal profile] anniemal at 06:42am on 2026-06-14
"Weird" is a word that has followed me all my remembered life. Everyone has called me that. So now I've finally looked it up. It has a history as of or pertaining to fate or destiny, and a noun for those who told about them. They were wyrds. So I might be an Old English Noun. Wyrd. I like the spelling. Kinda Welsh.

I've always tried to be just "peculiar" or "eccentric", but downright "weird" seems to be me. So, back in 1400, wyrd could tell you a wyrd, because someone watching what was happening and had sufficient understanding of human nature actually could tell you what was going to happen, and then be gone by the time it didn't.

Wyrds understood organic things. It comes easily to me,as I don't consider myself anything but an Anniemal.

Homo sapiens is so guilty of hubris that I'm sad to be one of that species. Yet I am fond of thinking, and do maths in my head for fun, sometimes. I also remember parts or all of 900 songs and 20 poems, not counting mother goose.

(I once watched a "jeopardy" episode where a category was "Mother Goose". Everyone on the panel failed. I aced it.). Although I've never given birth to a human of my own, as a fellow female mammal, I seem to have a knack with them. Babies and children of most species are much alike, basically. Human ones are just more complicated. Children I can understand, face to face. Their parents I frequently want to disable.


One year, at the Maryland Faerie Festival (the concept of an ex-lover even ex-friend whom I still love emotionally) I somehow got stuck bodying out a Children's Booth. They were supposed to be creative with stones, paint, glue, glitter, and any number of dangerous things parents frown on. I was supposed to guide their artistic exploration while keeping them from putting glitter glue all over each other.

It turned out that I'd utterly misread children. They were charming. They didn't once think of putting glitter glue in anyone's hair. They were respectful of my suggestions, since some had a hard time starting. The things they painted on stones were kind. The fluffy things they made were inventive and mostly lovely. The kids and I got along swimmingly. So I can conclude that people who took their children to the Maryland Faerie Festival in 2006 had nice children.

My fear is not of children or warping them, but of parents not liking me encouraging their children to think for themselves, on their own. Hence warping them. In kindly channels, but creative. And things upsetting children can come forth in an open environment. Some parents have a good reason to hate that. When I was 7, I drew a picture of a man in a suit with a lime head on my doll box. I captioned it: Sour as lemon, sour as lime, Daddy is some green slime. A movie that was playing at the local drive-in theatre.

My mother swears he really was my father. I blame all my failures on his genes. The failures are awfully in sync with his. I attribute my successes to my Valabek lineage. Via my mother's father's father. who died long before I was born. My mother's father's mother was a real nasty piece'o'work. I got some of her genes, too. I try to ignore them. She did her best to turn all her nine children against each other, and kept a behive in her bedroom wall. I guess I come by my weird honestly. I didn't set out to be weird.

Little though I know of childkind (linguistic redundance)now, I have many vivid memories of being one once. Somehow, I doubt that I was a normal child. My peers found me weird in kindergarten. At least I didn't rock back and forth singing "ba-ba-ba-ba-bab-ra-an" like Pam Dempsey. I sometimes wonder what became of her and her fraternal twin, Kevin. No doubt why I fear children. They didn't throw stones at me then. That was Jr. high.

Now weird is only an adj.,and apparently I'm ynogh not normal that I induce feelings of discomfort in people. Isn't that normal? People induce feelings of discomfort in me. I have no idea whether my weirdness will weird them out. Since I know I'm not normal, how do I tell whether they are? Is one of them a -path? Eeeeeek!

I didn't ask to be weird. It's like being homosexual or transgendered. I was born that way. So are most comic strip writers, I bet. (goes back to reading the funnies because they're comforting.)
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posted by [personal profile] sorcyress at 12:36am on 2026-06-14
It is a well known fact at Pinewoods that there is exactly one shower in all of camp, so here I am, sitting and writing some of my words while waiting for it to become available unto me.

(This is extra funny, because waiting for it necessitates being directly across from the open empty room with another shower. In a building that has at least two more showers beyond that, none of which are currently occupied. But no, the outdoor shower is the single and only shower and I will not be hearing any arguments to the contrary.)

Anyways, I am having a _wonderful_ time at Lavender spring camp. Here are some things from today!

*Ben Sachs-Hamilton hosted a callers confab, which was a completely unplanned/unstructured session devoted to "hey, uh.........let's chat about stuff!" and it was a really interesting glimpse into the How Contra Callers Do Things situation. I was able to say some hopefully useful things and learn a lot of hopefully useful things, and it was a nice situation!

*Lindsay Dono, who I deeply adore, stopped me very briefly to be all "hey, I'd love to pick your brain sometime about how I can work on getting the Seattle SCD scene ganderfree" which OH GODS YES PLEASE ME TOO! So we didn't actually have that conversation yet, but I'm so very excited to do it later.

*At the very end of the evening, after last waltz and people are packing up and the like, a couple of the young spry gremlin-like creatures at camp suddenly went full goofy beast mode, scrobbling around on the floor in a squat and bounding forward on their hands. There were two of them, and some wry lad shouted "do a reel" to which they replied "we can't with only two". Which meant inevitably there were suddenly six of us. Four of us, me included, did manage a really quite fantastically weird reel, kinda leapfrogging around our partners, and then we had to do Quite A Lot Of Balance And Petronella as well, which was _extremely_ satisfying because we got a good rhythm and quite literally, "everyone clapped" to keep time for us. Really fun and stupid and goofy.

I am so _so_ thrilled for a body that I somehow do manage to take enough care of that I can do absolute nonsense bullshit like that sometimes, on very little notice.

*Everyone is unbelievably attractive, and that's great in and of itself, but it's also extremely charming to have moments where I am hanging out with one attractive person, and we are both very wistfully commisserating as we look from the porch to the suddenly-at-eye-level extremely short white tennis skirt being worn by another attractive person.

*The music is making me gay? Like, by which I mean, I have an emotion in my chest that I've long since identified as "I am attracted to this person in a gay way" and I have received that feeling multiple times in response to the music. Which is _fucking fantastic_ honestly, I would be very very happy to continue to be queer for music for a long long time.

*SAW A LUNA MOTH! Best part was one person pointing it out and a whole bunch of us scrambling over to also see it! It was _so_ large and _so_ beautiful! I don't think I've ever seen one at camp before? Maybe just once, but years ago and high up in the rafters of Hands Across and not going anywhere, this one was fluttering marvelously around Ampleforth.

*Also saw a dragonfly this afternoon that landed on my shorts in a very photogenic way, and as I was photographing it, I noticed it had something sightly weird going on, which I eventually determined was the damselfly it was in the process of eating! That was VERY COOL TO WATCH and I got a lot of photos of it with various amounts of blue darner sticking out of its mouth.

*I have been talking so much about Scottish Dancing, and it has been with SO MUCH MORE LOVE than I norally feel like I get to talk about SCD with non SCDers, and I'm sososososoososos happy about that! I've also been putting some conversational thought into "what is the difference between SCD and contra/ECD, and that's been _really_ fun to puzzle through and work out the many differences that actually mean anything!

*I am going to run an SCD class tomorrow and I really hope it goes well to Do Hard Things Badly, and also I hope I have chosen some good hard things, but also I was looking through my collection of dances and had SO MANY OPTIONS! Some of them are much more accessible than others, but I'm really looking forward to seeing what I can get away with!

I looked unbeleivably good for the costume dance tonight, wearing clothing that I have all gotten in the relatively recent past. I own so much Good Clothing and I really enjoy getting to peacock it up!

*The mustard tempe tonight for dinner was so fucking good, damn

*I have gotten to meet a new friend! He doesn't necessarily realize we're friends yet, and to be fair, we do not have to be friends, but I hope we will. He is FOUR MONTHS OLD and his parents love him so much and also love each other so much and watching all this community be all starry-eyed at each other is really fucking wonderful!

*Now the shower is open so I'm gonna do that! Then maybe I walk to the camphouse party past the wifi shed to see if I need to write any more, or can just post these. I really fucking love LCFD, which I have been informed stands for "Lets Contra Fucking Dance"!

*Finished showering and now my hair is clllllleeeeeean which I am extremely excited about (I love the Pinewoods shampoo/conditioner/water situation very much --in 2023 I washed my hair at camp for the first time (normally I wash it just before camp) and realized How Good It Was For My Hair and now it's my *favourite*!)

*Speaking of good hair, a friend of mine is going through a really tough time, and I was hearing about some of it while braiding my hair this morning. So then I offered to braid their hair, as a social friendliness thing, and they were all "actually, it really needs buzzing on the sides" and immediately I was like "I ALSO DO THAT FOR PEOPLE I DO IT REAL GOOD" and I got to have the amazingly queer experience of being at queer camp and touching up a beloved friend's badly grown-out undercut to look fresh and fuzzy and new just like, out on the camphouse back porch and that felt Very Gay And Good. Great times!

Now I'm at the wifi shed. Let's check word count...

Yep, 1149. Let's party!

~Sor
MOOP!
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posted by [personal profile] watersword at 08:23pm on 2026-06-13

A friend gave me her old aircon, I lugged it up three flights and got it set up, and ...it turns on and does nothing. I'll take the filter out and clean it tomorrow (UGH) but if that doesn't work, I am out of ideas. (Yes, I looked for the manual online. The troubleshooting tips are not helpful.)

Semi-relatedly, I still need to sort out repairing the oven and the dishwasher, which are both, separately, fucked up. Physical reality is the worst.

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posted by [personal profile] sorcyress at 12:52am on 2026-06-13
Iiiiiiii am at Pinewoods!

It is the...fourth? Third? Hangon, lemme see if I can check!

I can check! It is the fourth year LCFD has hosted their spring camp at Pinewoods, which means it's the fourth year I've gotten to attend! I like this session! I like this session _so much_. The highlights are obviously the people, all of whom are thrillingly attractive and carrying quite a lot of gender about them, but here are some of the highlightiest bits:

*Lindsey Dono is calling! I met her several years ago at a YDW and immediately went head-over-heels heart-eyes for her calling abilities, she's _fantastic_ at it, and really wonderful at teaching-level calling. So that's a delight, and someday I really will have to travel to her coast and visit her on her home turf!

*Many good little conversations and connections have been had with various people in various capacities. It feels like _home_ and it feels like _FAMILY_ and I am so happy about both of those things!

*The music is absolutely stunning. Cecilia Vacanti especially is just fucking _phenomenal_ in a way that keeps accidentally surprising me --I need to stop letting that happen and just embrace the fact that she might be one of my favourite contra musicians!

*Jamie asked me about my collar, and I was able to give a very happy "It's not for anyone but me, it's just been a while since I regularly wore one and this felt like a good space for it!" Which is true, and it's actually _really_ nice to have something substantial around my neck again and know that it's not going to get me into serious trouble at work.

(look, it's 2026 and society is a shitshow. The way we get joy back is by embracing and loving and being in solidarity and community with the filthy perverts who have always been the backbone of the queer community. I stand with my siblings! Or kneel, more likely! Respectfully kneel. Maybe grovel a bit.)

*I got some very good knitting-and-gossip time with Lucretia during the back half of the dance! I am so happy to see my crew friends especially! I am so excited to come join them and be a crew friend in the second half of July!

*It is unbearably humid (this is not a plus) to the point where I have _actually gone in the pond_. In early June! This basically never happens to me, I am far too unable to handle the cold to actually go into Long Pond much before Scottish sessions, usually. I am pleased about having pond access, and not exactly pleased that it is both eight hundred percent humid and not actually that hot. I mean, I'd be less pleased if it was more hot, but it feels awful being cool and sticky at the same time.

*The post-dance snax were _very_ good. A true abundance of cheese and crackers! I am a simple white people and you can absolutely control me with cheese.

*And the dancing is quite good! The floor is enthusiastically full, but not brutally so, and Lindsay is very proactive about managing placements. I am very much looking forward to the fancy dress ball tomorrow! I should figure out before lunch if I have any Talents for the Talent Show!

I hope you are having a good weekend as well!

~Sor
MOOP!
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Some more pictures from the last day of our Halloweekends visit to Cedar Point. A couple of these pictures have been moved around chronologically so that I don't split a little theme across days. Don't worry. Everything more or less happened.

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Anyway here's the Calypso. Not sure if the kid in the center is having a great or an awful time.


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The exit ramp down from Magnum; it's nicely styled and I don't pay much attention to it.


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Here's the station itself, which has these little fingers over it like a Star Trek spacedock.


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Here's Troika seen in the way of the sun.


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And now finally the Peanuts show is going on! Snoopy's performer is all better again.


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Everyone's happy as ... we didn't really get the hang of the show. I think they went trick-or-treating around a Willy Wonka-coded chocolatier's.


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Bunch of pigeons all hanging out on one peak of the Coliseum.


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The other peak, however, the pigeons want nothing to do with. I wonder what made one so appealing and the other not.


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We finally got to The Shrieks! Contamination show at the Jack Aldrich theater. It looked about like this.


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Nice thing about the theater is the lights were just right for my camera to understand.


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Costumes were fun too.


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Here we go, Shrieks gang, big finale!


Trivia: In January 1678 Le Mercure galant --- the first newspaper to provide detailed fashion journalism --- announced that King Louis XIV had named Mademoiselle Camillat to be the official coiffeuse for all the ballets held at court; the Sun King was a passionate ballet enthusiast. Source: The Essence of Style: How the French Invented High Fashion, Fine Food, Chic Cafés, Style, Sophistication, and Glamour, Joan DeJean.

Currently Reading: Ad Astra, First Quarter 2026, Editor Rod Pyle.

June 14th, 2026
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Still no writing time. Instead please enjoy pictures from the last day of our big Halloweekends trip last year. I'm being a little more judicious in my sharing of pictures this time but don't worry. There's way more I could make you look at instead.

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Sunday morning we had lunch in the park while watching a school (high school? college? who can say?) cheer group putting on a show on a small side stage.


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Here's my poignant shot of one of the performers off to the side, alone, for some reason that probably is as simple as her part wasn't up yet.


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Corkscrew bestriding the midway, with the Top Thrill 2 reverse tower in its center.


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Noticed some nice flowers at the park despite it being late October.


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Not sure if there's a bee in the picture somewhere or if I just did a depth-of-focus thing on the flower here.


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Feeling more confident now that I took these pictures just because the flowers with a bit of amusement park far beyond was scenic or something.


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What if you were barely an inch tall and someone noticed you wandering around the midway near Corkscrew? How about that?


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Always fun to encounter old telephone logos around the park. I can not understand how they have the pre-Saul-Bass Bell System logo on any still-legible sticker.


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While waiting in line for the Calypso we noticed the Skeleton Crew doing their acrobatics show at the Boardwalk stage.


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Really like this moment of one of them midway between the light fixtures.


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Another moment of the Skeleton Crew bouncing between Calypso light fixtures if you don't know about perspective.


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I don't know how I got a double exposure here. It seems like the same weirdness of that beach picture and the guy walking past the sun.


Trivia: in 1939 Racecar driver Cannonball Baker drove a new Crosley subcompact cross-country and back on only 130 gallons of gas, proving the company's claim of 50 miles per gallon. Source: Crosley: Two Brothers and a Business Empire That Transformed the Nation, Rusty McCloure, David Stern, Michael A Banks.

Currently Reading: Ad Astra, First Quarter 2026, Editor Rod Pyle.

June 12th, 2026
sabotabby: a computer being attacked by arrows. Text reads "butlerian jihad now. Send computers to hell. If you make a robot I will kill you." (bulterian jihad)
posted by [personal profile] sabotabby at 06:57am on 2026-06-12 under
 Yep I'm back on my bullshit.

This week's episode is Tech Won't Save Us, "Do AI Chatbots Belong In Schools? ft. Tom Mullaney

I bet you're going to be real surprised at the answer.

The cool thing about this episode is that it looks at chatbots in the history of ed tech in general. I've often said that the ultimate goal for education is that you'd have 50 students or so warehoused in a classroom, completing modules on screens, disciplined by non-unionized babysitters, while a handful of teachers get paid to write and perform lessons. But that was overly optimistic; those teachers would get paid too much and you can have LLMs write it instead. 

It's not that all ed tech is bad. It's just that most of it, historically, has been 1) garbage and 2) in service of privatizing and degrading education. 

It shouldn't surprise me that the following approaches to combatting LLMs in schools have failed:

1) The catastrophic, world-destroying environmental cost
2) Intellectual property
3) The cognitive damage it does to children (we have accepted causing brain damage to children in schools, thanks to covid and sports)

Possibly all that remains is the legal liability battlefield. I've had some luck, when chatbots get forced on us, in pushing back by asking if lawyers have reviewed liability if one of the company's products causes the kid to kill themselves or commit a violent crime, given that its architecture is based on software that has caused kids to die by suicide and murder others. No one has seemingly thought about this so it's always a relief hearing tech journalists like Paris Marx and teachers like Tom Mullaney pushing back on the consensus that "personalized tutors" are maybe not a great thing to be inflicting on children.
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nancylebov: (green leaves)
I'll go though it, bit by bit, in the first comment, but you might want to experience it cold.

CW for just about everything except animal abuse since there are no animals.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e8AsxmLnoic&t=8s

Quite well read, 4 parts, about 3 i/2 hours.
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posted by [personal profile] sorcyress at 07:01am on 2026-06-11 under ,
Hey. Don't give up. The world is slowly getting better.

It's taking me several days of background processing, but it all hit me this morning, this particular moment from Monday night at the RSCDS Boston AGM. Because in the process of thanking me for my service to the branch/exec, especially vis-a-vis gender stuff, Linda McJ accidentally let a "she" slip out.

And like a dozen? so many more than just me, resigned, half under my breath! people chanted "they" at her in response and she apologized and kept going and holy wow, there were enough voices, distributed enough through the crowd that there's no way this was just a few of my weird queer friends. This was a lot of you.

This group of largely non-queer dancers made sure to keep my pronouns correct. And yeah sure fine, some of them collectively don't always get what that means, like, I know for some people it's "Kat's a girl with a weird preference" and not actually any understanding of genderqueerness. But they're respecting that weird preference. They're taking the first step forward, the one that opens you up to being able to understand more later, and they're taking actions that respect me.

It's been a, uh, _wild_ week as we close out the school year and I haven't had space to process this proper --I don't even really have that space or time now, but it struck like a bolt as I was getting ready, and so I'm taking these five minutes to write this and cry a little.

Because maybe the hobby I love so much can actually love me back.

~Sor
MOOP!
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posted by [personal profile] austin_dern at 12:10am on 2026-06-13 under ,

It sometimes happens that my journal catches up with what I'm doing and I'm left with nothing but photo dumps to publish. This is almost one of those times: I'm caught up to the start of doing something that is going to be a big report, but I'm too busy doing the thing to have time to write about it. So, please enjoy the end of my Sky Ride that Halloweekends Saturday plus the one other photo from that day that I found interesting. Tomorrow, Sunday. I mean, the Sunday of our Halloweekends trip --- look, you understand this all.


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On the Sky Ride now, looking west, toward ValRavn, from elevation. You can see Siren's Curse pivoting towards the upper right edge.


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Watching as a gigantic Sky Ride cart crushes innocent people below.


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Caricatures and face painting underneath; in the distance ... I ... this is weird. I feel like that's got to be Rougarou in front, and therefore ValRavn behind, but that doesn't look like a ValRavn train on the lift hill so now I'm confused. I can't think of any Cedar Point roller coaster that has five cars on it.


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Here's one of the Sky Ride pillars and evidence of people managing to put their band stickers on, incredibly. You know those things on the lift hill can't be a train, they'd have moved by now. But then what are they?


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Evening sun behind what is unmistakably ValRavn, never mind what might be on the tracks.


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Peeking in here at the Cedar Downs racing carousel.


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And there's Kiddie Kingdom, survived another year.


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The near-sunset sky over Raptor and Blue Streak.


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Raptor, Blue Streak, and a Sky Ride car going the other way; I got almost everything this time around.


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And a beauty shot of Blue Streak in the distance.


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Coming in for the end of Sky Ride here.


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And, to close out the night, a look up the Top Thrill 2 reverse tower.


Trivia: A 1634 conference in Paris, called by Cardinal Richelieu (and attended by only the Catholic powers) agreed that longitude and latitude should be measured from a prime meridian through the Canary Island of Ferro (now Hierro), used by Ptolemy for his maps and in common use at the time. It also set the convention that a positive longitude should be east, and a negative longitude west of that meridian. Source: Marking Time: The Epic Quest to Invent the Perfect Calendar, Duncan Steel. Must admit I'm a little surprised people were comfortable using negative numbers in critical calculations like longitude as early as 1634.

Currently Reading: Ad Astra, First Quarter 2026, Editor Rod Pyle.

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posted by [personal profile] austin_dern at 12:10am on 2026-06-12 under , , ,

This week my humor blog's made that transition from one ancient MiSTing to another, explored a curious lot of doughnut days, and had like three times the story comic plot recaps of usual. Here's what you missed:


If you guessed that after going to the Merry-Go-Round Museum we'd return to Cedar Point for the rest of Halloweekends Saturday why yes, you'e definitely picked up on a very well-established pattern here! Thanks!

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Steampunkified swan boat, formerly a decoration along the Frontier Trail when they were doing the steampunk-themed walkthrough. Now it's part of the Kiddie Kingdom decor.


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Nice light coming in from near the building where Helen Keller gave the speech that inspired the Lions Club to support blind people.


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Just a park building? Yes, but one we noticed on a walkway that we really never paid much attention to before. It's out of the way and doesn't lead you anywhere that bigger paths don't, which is why nobody uses it.


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But they decorated it for the Halloweekends, such as with this faux-mausoleum.


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This is the pathway and yeah, it's just a surprisingly quiet part of the park.


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The path even takes time to commemorate a couple of trees.


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Here's what ValRavn looks like from that little trail.


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And here I emerge from the shade and point the camera that much farther up.


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Next, I went and got on the Sky Ride. Here's the queue beneath me.


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Almost ready to go Von Rolling!


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I started from the far end of the ride, near Corkscrew's turnaround.


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Looking from the launch platform off in the direction of Siren's Curse.


Trivia: In the late 17th century China allocated fifteen acres in Canton for the trading outposts of all outside powers, who had to share the small space. The traders also were allowed to stay only six months of the year, departing to Macao for the other half of the year, to avoid suggesting that the foreign powers had any rights to the land they used. Source: Tea: Addiction, Exploitation, and Empire, Roy Moxham. Also among the trading nations there was Denmark which, right? You never hear of Denmark sending merchants anywhere.

Currently Reading: Ad Astra, First Quarter 2026, Editor Rod Pyle. Special edition about the Artemis II mission.

June 10th, 2026
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posted by [personal profile] elynne at 06:46pm on 2026-06-10 under , ,
copying a couple of posts from mastodon, from yesterday and today, Read more... )
Mood:: 'tired' tired
selki: (silverfish)
6/18 Library Zoom info: https://mcpl.libnet.info/event/16151364 -- a novel about three women leading up to and during WWII.

Discussion Prompts
  1. What's one thing you liked about this book? 
  2. What did you think of Hannah? Was she the title character?
  3. What did you think of Viv's story as she engaged in politics?
  4. The book tries hard to show you Althea's POV as someone swept up into Nazism, at least for a while. Did you buy it? Why do you think she was one of the three character viewpoints the author featured?
  5. How well do you think the author portrayed the main settings: Berlin 1933, Paris 1936, and NYC 1944?
  6. Had you heard of the real-life Council on Books in Wartime before? What did you think of their mission to use books as "weapons in the war of ideas"?
  7. Multiple politicians are background characters or at least referenced in the book. Do you feel the author gave enough information for readers to follow along?  Did the portrayals jive with what you knew from other sources?
  8. How relevant to today is this book covering events almost 100 years ago? 
  9. What did you think of the relations between some of the women, and how they changed?
  10. Were there any particularly strong bits of writing (e.g., sentences/moments) that struck you?
  11. To whom, if anyone, would you recommend this book?
  12. Further discussion questions: https://readtoenrich.blogspot.com/2023/07/the-librarian-of-burned-books-by.html
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posted by [personal profile] malada at 05:20pm on 2026-06-10
tRumps's  UFC "cage match" is scheduled for this Sunday!  

Let's all do rain dances (as appropriate to your mythology) so Washington gets a good soaking! 

I'll be using a broom to fling water in the air.    
Mood:: 'hopeful' hopeful
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posted by [personal profile] mrs_sweetpeach at 12:33pm on 2026-06-10 under
location: My home office
Mood:: 'tired' tired
watersword: A smiling woman giving thumbs-up and the words "I've made a huge mistake" (The Good Place: huge mistake)

ugh

posted by [personal profile] watersword at 09:34am on 2026-06-10

things I fucked up today so far, a list:

  • forgot to take my meds before I left the house
  • forgot to put my gym clothes in my bag
  • forgot my ipad with my weightlifting app
  • forgot my headphones
  • forgot to transfer a giant file overnight
  • didn't finish my tea before I left the house and the contents of the abandoned cup will be gross when I get back after several hours of 84°F/28°C

I hate being so dependent on the bus system, when the bus system is so crappy. Buses should come every ten minutes!

things I got right:

  • I have my wristwatch
  • I have a fresh tube of sunscreen to leave in my gym locker
  • I had naan and brie for breakfast
  • I am wearing office clothes
  • my hair is brushed
  • I have my thermos of hot tea
  • I have my office key

I am pretty sure I can skedaddle off campus around 3, which will give me enough time to get snacks for the Board Annual Meeting tonight.

ETA: Okay, I snuck out of the morning event and ran home and took my meds and got all my stuff and the giant file is transferring (fingers crossed the transfer time estimate is a lie and I can drop the thumb drive off with a colleague before I leave), and maybe the day is looking up.

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posted by [personal profile] sabotabby at 06:50am on 2026-06-10 under
Just finished: The First Thousand Trees by Premee Mohamed. This was really good, and I felt speaks to a growing need in the post-apoc/dystopia genre for the kind of books that ask "okay, but what do we do now?" It could very well be a story of a city boy who gets repeatedly shown by rural folk how incompetent he is, but it goes deeper, probing the flaws of the kind of society that prides itself in a hardworking, hard-living ethos. What that means for people with chronic illnesses and disabilities, neurodiverse people, and so on.

Did I mention it was set in Alberta? Lool.

And of course it's beautifully written, and other than the fictional fungus, absolutely realist in its depiction of the climate crisis, because Premee is both a fantastic prose stylist and a scientist. 

I want to go back and read the first two now, but I know things that you may not know about what she has coming out next, which is even more up my alley.


Currently reading: A Palace Near the Wind by Ai Jiang. I've been meaning to read Ai Jiang for ages and I'm most of the way through this one, which doesn't disappoint. It's about a princess of an oppressed people forced to marry a king in order to stop the palace's incursion into her people's territory. Her mother and sisters have gone to the palace before her, never to be seen again. She has one younger sister left and she is determined to kill the king and end these sacrificial marriages—and the destruction of her lands—once and for all.

Oh did I mention that they're all trees? They're all trees. 14/10 worldbuilding, no notes. The reveal that they're trees comes pretty early and I won't spoil anything else but I was like. Good job. That's weird af. I'm here for it.

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Forgot to complain here about something I found at the house when we got back from Anthrohio. That would be our mail. I had put in a mail hold, but there it was, everything we might have expected to receive, waiting in the box. I know you might ask: maybe the letter carrier dropped it all off at the end of the hold, when we were getting back? No, because we got back from Anthrohio on Memorial Day. It and the day before were holidays.

So I went to the post office yet again and said, I was there to find out if any mail had been held, because this was six times in a row that I had filled out mail hold requests only for the mail to get delivered anyway. They actually went back and looked for some kind of supervisory person to try and reason out what was going wrong. Her best guess was that because our route doesn't have a regular carrier right now the substitute working it didn't know about the hold. Which, fine, that maybe covers this time, but every time for the past two years?

She also offered that maybe the morning supervisor who's supposed to print out the online hold mail requests failed to do that since apparently that's not always reliably done. And was not reliably done six times. But that couldn't be because it tuned out among the pile of wrongly delivered mail that I brought with me to the post office to make my point was the printed-out hold-mail form. Here she offered that maybe the problem is that doing it online you just get this regular old sheet of paper stuffed in the box for hold mails and yeah, that just looks like a letter put in there. This seems like a structural failure of the online-hold-mail request system.

So, they gave me a thick stack of the bright yellow hold-mail cards that you give in person or put in your mailbox and suggested that I fill out the real actual paper ones, since a bright yellow heavy stock card is easier to not overlook than a faded inkjet printout that maybe doesn't necessarily get printed out?

Perhaps going to the yellow card system will break the Post Office's ``actually somehow fails to not deliver the mail'' streak. No way to know for sure yet. More on this as it comes to pass.


And now we come, at last, to the end of the Cedar Point Museum and the Merry-Go-Round Museum visit from Halloweekends some Saturday last October. You can only guess what comes next, but probably you'll do pretty well.

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Kid Arthur's Court is the former name for what's now the Kiddie Kingdom.


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Back out to the merry-go-round part. Here's a French cow ready to lick you.


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Activity game that they had in the gift shop for some reason. Do you spot literally any mistakes? I think the whole thing is a goof.


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Advertising poster for Millennium Force when it came out and was sponsored by the NBA Jam 'Big Head' secret code.


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That rabbit out in the front room of the museum, but seen from below.


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And the sea dragons near the front door, given time on their own.


Trivia: For the first year of the Hit Parade radio show singers earned $100 per hour-long episode, musicians $75 (counting rehearsals), and announcers $35. The budget for a weekly episode was $12,000. Source: The Mighty Music Box: The Golden Age of Musical Radio, Thomas A DeLong.

Currently Reading: Michigan History, May/June 2026, Editor Erin Bartels.

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posted by [personal profile] twistedchick at 07:56pm on 2026-06-09
Today I tried the "compression socks" and the ankle-length "capri" compression pants that go over them, all of which are supposed to push the somewhat lumpy amounts of lymph in my lower legs up into the rest of my body.

I would call them a qualified semi-success.

Just getting the socks on required three tries and a lot of yelling FUCK to keep from throwing something that would probably fall out of reach. Once on, they're bearable. They are toeless, which I asked for because I mostly wear thongs in the summer, and beige.

The capri pants are not really capri; they don't look jaunty or anything. I will spare you the half hour ordeal of getting them on. Once in place they look like I'm wrapped in an elasticized honeycomb or similar; it's silicone rather than elastic but you get the idea. I did not manage, even after several tries, to get the crotch of the capris anywhere near where my underwear covers me.

The real problem came when I was trying to eat a small snack -- a few pieces of apple -- and it all threatened to come back up right then. Not good.

I am going to try to wear them again tomorrow -- since I'm not planning to go anywhere and they're, shall we say "inconvenient" to deal with in a bathroom. But if the food issue persists, I will let the therapist know that I am NOT going to wear them. I told her at the start that it sounded like she wanted to put my legs in prison, and you know, that is exactly how it felt.
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The latest Stern Pinball game, you maybe heard, was Pokemon, a game license it's a little surprising wasn't done at any point in the past thirty years. It took a while --- we kept getting bumped back --- but a Pokemon game finally arrived in our local venue (displacing Avengers: Infinity Quest, a game I kinda like but don't feel too bad about losing) and so [personal profile] bunnyhugger was able finally to hold the long-delayed Launch Party.

The qualifying format was eight-round Max Matchplay, in which pairs of competitors are drawn up at random on a randomly chosen game and the winner gets a point. What makes it Max is that you don't have to wait for every round to finish before starting some more; you just need enough players to be done with their games to start assigning new ones.

My night? Started out nicely for me, playing on Monster Bash and having a first ball that just ran away with it; I got lucky and I think broke my opponent's spirit. The second game I was playing DMC on Tron and while that's a game that usually treats me well, c'mon, I was playing DMC. I got lucky that he had an awful first ball, but he ended up with a 20 million point game, and going into the last ball I only had about half that. And yet, somehow, I kept managing to keep the game going and keep racking up points and on bonus beat him. Third game was Elvira's House of Horrors, again one of my pocket games and against a much weaker opponent. Fourth game was Jaws, another game I'm weirdly good at for not understanding any rules, and I again had a first ball that I think broke my opponent's spirit.

Now, the top four people --- of 18 playing --- would go to finals and maybe win the grand prize of a plaque and a couple rating points. After a four-game winning streak I started to think how if I just did okay from here on I'd probably be in finals. Dangerous stuff to start thinking, but, next game I got another lucky pick, Attack From Mars, against another lucky opponent, and got a fifth win. Sixth game I expected to lose, as it was Star Wars: Fall of the Empire, which I don't understand at all and can't play well reliably, against MAG, who's streaky but who's an A-level player when he's on. And yet I had a good third bal land he didn't and I had six wins. I didn't know where I was in the standings but figured I was likely in finals, and one win in the next two games would make that a sure thing. As it happens I was correct in this assessment, but ...

Next round was on King Kong against BMK, who I don't think has ever finished outside the top four in Lansing Pinball League. This was going to be a game I could win only if he stumbled badly and first ball? He stumbled badly. Unfortunately I stumbled worse, and did every ball, while he did quite well on ball two and didn't need to play ball three. That's all right, though. My eighth match was on Venom, which loves me, and against one of the league's perennial B-level finalists. While neither of us did much ball one or two, I got everything happening for a killer ball three and a score that she'd have to have the best Venom of her life on. Which, slowly but eventually, she did. While I was disappointed for myself I did congratulate her profusely because she had just that good a rally and it's exciting seeing.

So, I ended up with six wins. Three people were tied with six wins, for two spots in finals (two people were tied with seven wins). So three of us --- me, DMC, and MC, a newcomer to league who was having a killer night --- would play one game of The Addams Family, lowest person going home. MC looked good to be the lowest finisher, except that I did spectacularly worse. MC managed to come to about fifteen million points, a normally disappointing score. I didn't mange to break six million, and you can break six million on skill shots alone that game. (DMC, an expert on The Addams Family, reached the wizard mode of touring the mansion on ball one I think it was, and was on his way to a second tour before his finish became moot.) After six rounds of perfect play, I finally hit three perfect failures, and was out.

BMK, FAE, DMC, and MC would go on to finals, three sets of four-player games with standings determined by finishing order. FAE --- top seed from qualifying --- won the first game (Cactus Canyon, their pick and also the game I would have picked if I'd had choice) and BMK took second; the second game (Rush) FAE took second and BMK first. At this point MC could hope for nothing better than third place in the tournament, and that if he won the final game, Pokemon, which he didn't, so all this work only got him to fourth place. DMC got third place in every game and finished third in the tournament. The champion would be whichever of FAE and BMK did better on Pokemon and FAE put up an intimidating lead. And, much as happened to me on Venom, BMK just kept whittling the lead down and down again until it was gone, and BMK won. Bad news for FAE --- who [personal profile] bunnyhugger realized after was wearing a whole outfit themed to a particular Pokemon I have definitely heard of and have always known a lot about --- but, goodness, everyone's thrilled to see a comeback from far behind. It's such a good show you enjoy it even when it happens to you.

This all ran way too late into the week, but that's all right, there's other times I could sleep.


Continuing on here with the Cedar Point History Museum, as of last October:

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Panel of Fantastic Facts about the park that can't date to any later than 1978 given the Jumbo Jet roller coaster's appearance in it. (That Jumbo Jet coaster was last reported operating in Belarus, if you want to ride it.)


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That 'The China Shop' sign sure seems like they're saying The China Shop that had survived in the park since the 1970s and the last independent concessionaires was gone, doesn't it?


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Now here's an adorable project: making miniatures of the various eras' trash bins and the parking lot section signs that used to name rides. [personal profile] bunnyhugger observed that Iron Dragon stands out here for being just the ride logo rather than a monochrome ride photo.


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And here's a miniature reproduction of the old Iron Dragon ride-height sign. The park doesn't have ride height signs with any kind of pictures or interesting detail anymore.


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I'm sorry not to have a better picture of Wildcat's ride height sign because it sure seems like a design choice.


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Old photograph, from a photo opportunity I'm surprised the park hasn't brought back. They've re-created the 'Barrel of Fun' photo opportunity; surely a bench made to look like a biplane's wing wouldn't be any harder.


Trivia: In December 1860 John Sherman, chair of the House Ways and Means Committee (and brother of General William Tecumseh Sherman) told his colleagues that the federal government lacked the cash to pay their salaries. Source: The Money Men: Capitalism, Democracy, and the Hundread Years' War Over the American Dollar, H W Brands.

Currently Reading: Michigan History, May/June 2026, Editor Erin Bartels.

June 8th, 2026
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posted by [personal profile] the_sheryl at 05:51pm on 2026-06-08 under , ,
Here's what I read last month:

Butterfly Effects - Seanan McGuire
We Sing it Anyway - Seanan McGuire (novella)
The Star from Calcutta - Sujata Massey
Booking the Crook - Laurie Cass
Mood:: 'tired' tired
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Last Thursday came the event we'd known we needed to do, but also kind of were okay letting slide indefinitely. But the weather Friday was forecast --- and proved to be --- utterly impossible for what we needed, heavy rains not letting up for hours. This would be the day that, at last, we released the deer mice.

[personal profile] bunnyhugger had scouted out a spot in a not-too-nearby park, one which had a decent amount of shelter from the sky, was not too far from water, was also not too close to the river, and seemed like somewhere we could hide the couple cheap wooden birdhouses that the mice had been using as nests. So we drove them down to the park, walked the quarter-mile-plus to the spot, and then loosely taped cardboard covers over the holes to their houses, where they were definitely holed up waiting for whatever frightening thing we were up to to pass. We wanted the cardboard over the doors so they would have to chew their way out, and so that they would not immediately look at their new surroundings and panic. That's the sort of thing that gets fresh-released rodents killed. Instead, the birdhouses are meant to be stable enough starter lairs, places they can return to for reasonable safety, while they explore the terrain and find a spot that's okay enough.

The locations also turned out to be near altogether too much poison ivy, so when we got home we slathered this stuff that's supposed to repel the ivy's oils and took showers. I've at least not gotten anything noticeable, and while [personal profile] bunnyhugger got a mild case she noticed from her scouting, it hasn't grown worse enough to complain about, at least.

So we set the birdhouses out --- the girls one we had a spot immediately ready; the one with the lone male we actually had to do some last-minute scouting because turned out there were fewer good spots than we expected. (We didn't want them set next to one another in case they don't actually get along.) We set down caches of food, and bowls of water, and even some bits of toilet paper since they so enjoy nesting with that. And set down branches and pieces of bark so that the houses are, if not fully hidden, at least hard for a casual human walking the trail nearby to notice. We know some things from letterboxing that come in useful here.

The disappointing thing is we never got to see the moment the mice emerge into their new lives, ones we hope fulfilling and natural enough to make up for them being much shorter than if we just kept them as pets. [personal profile] bunnyhugger noted that it's possible given the maximum lifespan of deer mice in captivity that they could outlive our pet rabbit, if we had kept them; and, now, that won't happen unless catastrophe strikes Athena.

The next day it rained heavily; possibly the first time the adult mice --- certainly the first time the babies --- experienced it. We hope we've done something that will be good for them.


On to less ambiguous stuff. Join with me now in more explorations of the Cedar Point Museum, roommates with the Merry-Go-Round Museum and filling up slightly more than the Merry-Go-Round Museum's main event space:

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1972 Cedar Point-branded calendar --- looks like they closed Labor Day after a buyout day --- and a couple 'credit cards' from the early 90s that aren't explained. I'm going to guess something for park employees to use in the cafeteria or something?


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Cedar Point resort newspaper for September 1898, a time when Kennywood was barely a plan for a dining hall.


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New York Central club excursion ticket for the park. Also some tickets for specific rides on the right.


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A 1910 dance card. The program seems to be alternating waltzes and two-steps, neither dances I could do.


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Used to be you could just get anything in glass with the year on it.


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Is that one of the horses too valuable to leave on the Frontier Carousel that's since been moved to Dorney Park? No, this is a replica that they have because of reasons. But I spent time looking for evidence.


Trivia: Formosa (Taiwan) adopted a time zone based on the Greenwich meridian in 1896. Source: Time's Pendulum: The Quest to Capture Time --- From Sundials to Atomic Clocks, Jo Ellen Barnett.

Currently Reading: Michigan History, May/June 2026, Editor Erin Bartels.

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posted by [personal profile] vvalkyri at 12:22am on 2026-06-08
Otherwise Tall Sonya?
I realized at the end of balticon that I hadn't seen her and would have expected to, and looked and she hadn't posted since May 9th. There were a couple other people around who had contact info. I left a comment. She still hasn't posted since May 9th.

Is anybody in touch?
May 31st, 2026
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posted by [personal profile] sabotabby at 06:53pm on 2026-06-07 under , , , , ,
Last night, I went to see Sumud + Clinical Silence at the Redwood Theatre, put on by East End Acts and featuring Omar El Akkad, Tarek Loubani, Dorotea Gucciardo, Jay Geerts, and Samira Mohyeddin, with a dance performance by Mona Ayesh. It was long, intense, and heartwrenching. As Omar El Akkad put it, there is nothing that you could say that will get me back in line in regards to Palestine. However. I make a point of not watching gory footage—not because I don't care, but because it doesn't help the victims in any way for me to be upset. Sumud in particular is shockingly graphic, featuring an American anesthesiologist who travels to Gaza to provide medical support.

some details that might be triggering )

I'm hard to shock. These are all things that I know, objectively, and yet when I'm confronted with them so bluntly I can still be shocked. It's important to still feel things.

This afternoon, I went with [personal profile] ioplokon to see a rather spectacular production of Fiddler On the Roof in Yiddish. I was also genuinely moved—these are my people, this is the culture that I can be proud of, even if I'd be as at odds with it as Tzeitel and Hodel are. It's really well done and if they remount it wherever you live, go see it. In a juster parallel universe, Yiddish is my first language, and it was really beautiful to hear it spoken. Also the actor playing Tevye is just jaw-droppingly good.

Of course, there is one part in it where, having been evicted by the Tsar's men, everyone must leave Anatevka. While Tevye, Golde, and their two youngest daughters will find safety in America, Hodel is stuck in Siberia and Tzeitel and Motel will go to Poland, to an historically uncertain fare. Yente announces that she's going to Israel, and this got a smattering of applause from some people in the audience who do not see the irony in a story about a group of people who are routinely stripped of their homes and possessions and forced to uproot, under threat of extreme violence, over and over again.

(The irony was, I think realized in the production itself, which throws its strongest sympathies behind the socialist student Perchik and his vision of a better, multicultural, and just future.)

I don't have a particularly clever way to conclude it, beyond that I'm glad I saw both things, I hope other people will see them and talk about them.

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