I had three parties to go to today. I didn't expect to go to all
three, but getting to at least one would have been nice. When I
went to bed last night, I really thought I'd be feeling well enough
today to make it to a party this afternoon. One is hosted by
bandmates in one group; another by bandmates in a different group;
and one by my boss and his family.
I'm not at any of them right now. I don't really feel physically
up to driving down there. If I got to one of them, I guess I could
park my butt in a chair and chat with whoever wanders near, but I'm
not *really* quite up to that.
This is incredibly frustrating. It's bad enough that almost my
entire social life is people I rehearse with, but now I've got places
to go on a Saturday and I'm here alone in a too-warm house because
various parts of me hurt too much to leave me enough energy to get
out. I should be laughing and playing music with friends.
I guess I pushed myself too hard yesterday after all. I felt like
I was doing okay, but the fibromyalgia says otherwise.
This sucks.
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three, but getting to at least one would have been nice. When I
went to bed last night, I really thought I'd be feeling well enough
today to make it to a party this afternoon. One is hosted by
bandmates in one group; another by bandmates in a different group;
and one by my boss and his family.
I'm not at any of them right now. I don't really feel physically
up to driving down there. If I got to one of them, I guess I could
park my butt in a chair and chat with whoever wanders near, but I'm
not *really* quite up to that.
This is incredibly frustrating. It's bad enough that almost my
entire social life is people I rehearse with, but now I've got places
to go on a Saturday and I'm here alone in a too-warm house because
various parts of me hurt too much to leave me enough energy to get
out. I should be laughing and playing music with friends.
I guess I pushed myself too hard yesterday after all. I felt like
I was doing okay, but the fibromyalgia says otherwise.
This sucks.
..
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