I did sleep last night, but I didn't sleep very long.
I'm feeling the effects of sleep deprivation now. Stomach
feeling wonky, eyestrain that comes and goes, mentally very
"scattered", combination of hyperfocus and distractibility,
different pattern of typos than usual, taking a long time to
notice I've gotten hungry, and playing a drum pattern for five
minutes wondering why that funny stutter in it works out before
finally noticing that I'm playing in 6/8. (There was pounding
next door that sounded like they're hammering nails -- I've
seen the owners in and out over the past couple of days, and finally
realized I hadn't seen the folks who were living there in about
as long, so I wonder if the house is between tenants and the
owners are doing maintenancce -- so I figured this was a good
time to make noise without pissing anybody off.) 3LF is looking
kind of iffy for me tonight; if a nap helps enough, I'll show,
if not, not. But the temperature is rather higher than the last
forecast I saw last night predicted for today, and the streets
are mostly clear (travel lanes completely clear, parking lanes
clear on the sunny side and pocked with small clumps of white on
the shady side), but my head isn't. I'm not going to shovel the
walk. By the time I looked at it, it was starting to melt except
that the trod-upon stripe was not-shovel-compatible ice (I don't
have a spade, just snow shovels). But since the air is so warm,
I just threw salt on it (after looking for rock salt every time
I was in a grocery store for the past two weeks, I finally found
some in the drug store where I bought magnesium tablets last
night (and if you're willing to go out in the snow,
you can miss the French-toast-emergency panic-shoppers who
stormed the stores just before, and at the start of, the storm))
and will let it look ugly for a while as long as it doesn't
look like anyone's going to slip and fall and break something
on it. Ohh lookitthat -- sleep-deprivation sentence structure.
Whee. Will resist the urge to throw in random paragraph breaks
to compensate for having lumped too many thoughts into one
pragraph already.
Oh bother, I just forgot what I'd been about to say before
I got distracted by the idea of writing that sentence about
pragraph breaks. Drat.
(Do I curse differently when I haven't slept enough? I should
read back to see whether I can find a pattern.)
Whenever I throw salt on the pavement, I remember reading
of armies salting the earth so their enemies couldn't grow crops,
in ancient history class. Not so much here in the city where
there are no lawns, nothing growing but the occasional tree in
a little designated planter square, but when I lived in the
suburbs I thought about it more -- whether the runoff was going
to poison the grass. I guess it mostly just runs down the
driveways, gutters, and storm drains though, or folks would've
noticed a big problem with it by now. Hmm. I wonder whether
anyone's checking the salinity of the harbour a few times a day
and posting the numbers on the web where I can amuse myself by
trying to correlate changes to tides and weather. Not gonna do
the data collection myself. There are a lot of projects like
that, where I wish/hope someone else will do the data collection
for their own purposes so I can just look over their shoulder.
The leaks, which had been stable for a while, moved again
upstairs. And I forgot (sleepy!) to go check when I saw that
the snow was melting. So when I went to practice the drums,
I saw that the floor in the other room was wet because the
leaks were missing the buckets (I finally started buying kitty
litter in the large, pain-in-the-arms to carry, containers,
and a great side effect is free plastic buckets, so after Perrine
has pooped enough I'll be able to start using those trash cans
as trash cans again 'cause I'll have enough empty kitty-litter
buckets for all the leaks that the trash cans are currently
catching ... as long as I don't get more than one new leak per
month). So I spent a while wiping the floor and moving
buckets/trash cans. I need to get the roof properly fixed
(as opposed to the short-lived "fix" applied previously).
Then again, I've wondered whether the water might be coming
in through the roof of the boarded-up house next door and
running between roof and ceiling over to my house. I'm not
sure how to tell without taking the roof (or both roofs)
apart. I guess I could go up there with a garden hose some
spring afternoon and see where I have to spray the water to
get drips inside. (I want someone else to do the data
collection... Oh, wait, that's not going to happen.)
I feel a little more solid behind the drums than I did
on Saturday, though I still need a lot of work to get back
to my previous (unimpressive but basically sort-of-competent)
level. I really want to improve on that. I never did get
the hang of going to a fill and coming back to a verse pattern
cleanly; I always stumble badly trying to come out of the
fill. I wonder whether there are any written tips that'll
help me there, or if it's just a "gotta see it, feel it,
practice the Hell out of it, no shortcuts or missing
understanding" thing.
Last night I had a craving for Mackesson Triple Stout.
But the roads were really, really ooky, so I wasn't going
to drive as far as anyplace I knew I could get it, even
if I thought the store would be open when I got there.
(And it was a pretty specific craving. Guinness would not
have done at all.) Driving the short distance to a Rite
Aid for magnesium (and then, because it was next door, going
ahead and picking up groceries at Super Fresh) was one
thing; cruising down to Silver Spring with the roads as
slippery as they were when I finally felt up to leaving the
house: not worth it. Amazing contrast between last night
and today. from slickeryslippery to clear. But I did learn
a new trick for shortening the car's turning radius on
extra-slippery snow with front-wheel-drive last
night. Saves steps in what would have been a three point
turn. Surprised I hadn't twigged to it before, but I guess
I've finally been driving FWD long enough to start to see
it as something other than a liability (because I'd gotten
so very used to knowing exactly what RWD would do before I
started driving FWD).
And now I've completely lost the thread of what I'd planned
to say when I sat down, but I probably covered in the first
paragraph anyhow, so I'm going to poke briefly at email
and go rest my eyes.
Edit: I just remembered what I'd been about to say before
the bit about extra paragraph breaks ... The temperature
three storeys up is significantly warmer than the temperature
at street level. I opened a window upstairs to lean out and
look at the sidewalk, and thought it felt downright warm.
Then I opened the front door to fling some salt on the
sidewalk and noticed it was fairly chilly.