I am very tired. I'd like to try to do something more
productive/interesting/fun than just trying to make sure
I'm somewhat rested up by tomorrow afternoon, but I'd better
not push.
I started the day pretty tired, and felt various kinds
of crappy at several points during the day, but not
constantly and I managed to get through my day without
getting to the turn-grey-and-fall-over stage or having to
bail on anything early. (I felt pretty close during part
of the ride home.)
So, since my body only threatened to interfere but didn't
monkey-wrench things, and only made me somewhat distractingly
uncomfortable rather than can't-think-straight miserable, I
got to enjoy stuff -- the supposed-to-be-fun things were
mostly fun. That makes it a good day however fragile I feel
now, at the end of it. And the pain didn't exceed the "can
cope using Ultram" range, another good-day marker.
I found a ride to the monthly meeting of the recorder club
(which needs a web site) up in Towson this afternoon, which
ride wound up also being a ride from there to Emory's afterward,
where I met up with
justgus37
to ride to our HCB gig
in Columbia, where we were made to feel quite appreciated and
I got, as usual, very very sweaty.
There was some interesting music at the recorder group, and
although I still don't sight-read anywhere near as well as I'd
like to (and didn't read as well today as I have at the times
when I'm most in practice), I did a lot better than I was afraid
I would. I did, of course, miss many fewer notes the third and
fourth times we played each piece. I started off on alto for
an all-altos-and-sopranos round ("Souldier take off thy wine",
by Henry Purcell), and switched to bass for the rest of the
afternoon shortly thereafter. A few of us got into discussion
of early-music stuff (notation, hexachords, cantus firmus,
and so on), which I rather enjoyed -- and which is kind of appropriate
given that the name of the group is the Society for Early Music
(I think there's an "of Central Maryland" or something tacked on
as well), but I'm afraid I'm one of the people who got a bit
carried away and contributed to the non-early-music-geeks' eyes
glazing over. Uh, I should try to be more careful of that.
Pleasant weather, a vehicle blasting chilled air at me when
I needed it most, playing nifty new-to-me music, playing
familiar, well-liked music, playing recorder better than I
thought I would (even if still not in the same league as a
number of other people in the room[*]), conversation with cool
people, appreciative audience, no SNAFUs or technical glitches,
I didn't hit the fall-over stage until I got home, and the
pain never got quite bad enough to warrant codeine. Yup,
gotta label that a good day.
The plan for tomorrow will feel a lot more like work,
but it should be fun work. (Brainstorming arrangements of
tunes for a not-very-distant performance, and polishing
and practicing, on electric instruments.) I just need to make
sure I get a useful amount of sleep tonight ... or tomorrow
morning, just "between now and tomorrow afternoon".
[*] Hearing one of the other players on my part across
the room, and thinking, "okay, we both hit all the notes, but damn,
their tone is a lot better than mine; it's a better instrument
than mine, but that sounds more like different-amount-of-practice
than more-expensive-instrument, from here," does reinforce the
whole Need To Make Time To Practice Other Than At Group
Rehearsals idea.
Note that I have heard a better instrument
make a shocking amount of difference -- I once tried a $300
wooden Yamaha soprano that made me sound like someone you'd
assign melody parts to ... but it still didn't make me sound
as good as its owner did playing either of our recorders.