"And I can find things I like about male bodies. Like, they're very warm. I love it when you get under the covers with a man and he warms you up. But that's when the lesbian voice comes into my head and says, 'But are you attracted to men? Or do you just like being warm?'
"My attraction to women is very different. I look at a beautiful woman and it's just like, Oh nooooo. You're gorgeous, you're beautiful... This is going to destroy me!
"You know, it can actually be painful how beautiful a woman is. I've never once been in pain over male beauty. But around Joanne, once I was open about my feelings and things got bad, there'd be moments I'd have to just look away from her and be like, 'Don't even enter my line of sight right now, you're too beautiful, I can't stand it.'"
-- Natalie Wynn (ContraPoints), 2020-02-15 (video, transcript)