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posted by [personal profile] eftychia at 07:37pm on 2007-10-21

I'm back from performing at a Discordian/Jewish wedding. A good day, despite its having started way too early, and my now being so exhausted that i'm dropping things (fortunately I dropped the yogurt, not the eggs, and it just cracked rather than exploding, so I was able to transfer all but a few grams to another container). Gorgeous weather ... with a breeze that didn't feel like very much, until it was multiplied by the square footage of the chuppah which communicated to witnesses a strong desire to transform itself into a kite. The chuppah was subdued by quick-thinking volunteers and convinced to continue in its assigned role. In the distance, a donkey could be heard.

Wow, mentally scattered am I, eh? Good day but long day: tired (and sore -- pain meds have worn off. I think I'm crashing early tonight (though my body has fooled me on that score before).

Earlier I was thinking about the meaning of gender performance. Later, after somebody else mentioned gender performance, I started thinking about the meaning of 'gender performance' (which, I suppose, would be a good thing to nail down before working on the meaning of gender performance). But then I got to thinking about how concisely I can say (okay, write) "I was thinking about the meanings of gender performance and 'gender performance'" to a mathematician or a programmer, and wondering how many people would find that sentence more opaque than my earlier reference to a long-dead notional beast from that section of cyberspace that might be thought of as "the old country" nowadays.

I guess this isn't "be kind to readers" day in my blog. :-þ

Anyhow, I got so distracted by thinking about "thinking about gender performance and 'gender performance'" that my thoughts about the meanings of 'gender performance' and gender performance got sidetracked. I may remember to resume those trains of thought when I feel more awake. Or not.

(If there's no audience is it still performance? Or does it become something else?)

I think I am too tired to eat (which is not good, as I strongly suspect I am hungry). I'm clearly too tired to think, I think.

Pretty garb out today. And horses.

Note to self: re-use that "the old country in cyberspace" reference sometime when I'm actually awake.

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posted by [identity profile] polydad.livejournal.com at 11:55pm on 2007-10-21
This implies the existence of Jewish weddings that are *not* discordian?

best,

Joel. Who's only been to the balagans, himself.
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posted by [personal profile] redbird at 11:55pm on 2007-10-21
Sign and signifier here? For what it's worth, this is one where I think there's always an audience, or at least that being alone doesn't mean no audience: many (most? probably not all) people perform gender at least in part for themselves.

[I don't have a gender icon, I think the feminist one will do.]

Did anyone say they were confused about the line-eater?
 
posted by [identity profile] dglenn.livejournal.com at 12:56am on 2007-10-22
1) Aye.
2) A followup that ran through my mind while the posting script was running, was "can there ever be said to be no audience / does oneself always count as audience as well as performer?" Your point that most people perform gender at least partly for themselves definitely tips things to the "self counts as audience" side there. Useful point, that -- thanks.
3) Works for me.
4) Nobody mentioned having been confused (yet); it was merely hypothesized (asserted?) that such people would likely exist ... which made enough sense to me that I lazily accepted it without waiting for confirmation ...
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posted by [personal profile] geekosaur at 04:01am on 2007-10-22
I made a smart-alecky comment about the possibility of readers too young to get the reference. Then again, having been sick one way or another for the past week, maybe I'm just feeling old.
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posted by [personal profile] redbird at 11:22am on 2007-10-22
There are moments when I get to feeling old, and moments when I'm just pleased to know the references. (I'm slightly older than you, not that the differences matter at our age.)
 
posted by [identity profile] jmax315.livejournal.com at 02:16am on 2007-10-22
What, "line-eater food?" Made perfect sense to me... and for everyone else, there's Google (and the Jargon File).
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posted by [identity profile] stori-lundi.livejournal.com at 02:42am on 2007-10-22
What is "gender performance"? I feel like I'm missing something here.
 
posted by [identity profile] realinterrobang.livejournal.com at 12:51am on 2007-10-23
"Doing" masculinity/manhood or femininity/womanhood, as opposed to being male or female.
 
posted by [identity profile] selki.livejournal.com at 05:19am on 2007-10-23
Like realinterrobang said. It's not just clothes/grooming (e.g., toenail polish); think of gender role stereotypes (e.g., boys fix cars), and imagine doing those either deliberately, or as a result of internalizing social indoctrination.

See also "gender performativity" http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Performativity

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