I was planning on trying to get some other things done
first, such as checking to see which costumes I can re-assemble
by tonight without having to buy anything, trying to figure out
which parties I have any way to get to (if any), and sorting through
some email, but other folks' journal entries have got my brain all
distractified, so I'm going to core-dump now and get to the other
stuff later.
First, to the folks who celebrate this holiday and call it
Hallowe'en: Happy Hallowe'en! As for the folks who celebrate
Samhain, well there's some confusion about that which I'll
go into a few paragraphs down, but for now, Happy Samhain!
Me, I'm a Christian, but I think All Saints Day is just a
little ... weak. Everything I like about All Saints Eve
(aka All Hallows Eve (Hallows E'en (Hallowe'en))) is really
Samhain stuff that the Church failed to obliterate when it
stuck All Hallows on top of Samhain's date. Yeah, a lot of
Pagan imagery and customs persist in Christmas and Easter,
but the Christian significance of those holidays is impossible
to miss. With Hallowe'en, the Christian aspect is buried
in the Celtic Pagan stuff.
Which puts me in an interesting spot: Hallowe'en/Samhain is
my favourite holiday, but the holiday I'm celebrating
is really from someone else's religion. (Easter, for the record,
is the one I consider the most important holiday, but
Samhain is more fun.) I don't really celebrate Hallowe'en; I
celebrate Samhain. I just call it Hallowe'en part of the time
to avoid confusing people who have no clue what Samhain is.
In this regard I'm in the same boat as at least one person on
my friends list, whom I'd point to except that she wrote about
it in a locked entry.
Anyhow, in addtion to starting to explain my personal
feelings about this holiday (more on that later), the little
historical asides set up the confusion bit: You see, Samhain
was the Celtic new year. And the Christian church tried to
cover it up with All Hallows. Which suggests that Samhain
would be 1 November, not 31 October. And I'd always thought
that was the case -- that either the holiday starts at
sundown, or that the big fuss is a Samhain-Eve party
just like we make a big fuss on the evening of 31 December
and have quieter traditions on 1 January (such as comparing
hangover rememdies, watching lots of television, and eating
black-eyed peas). But, of course, just as all the fun stuff
and symbolism overwhelmed the weak attempt to cover it up with
a new Christian holiday, all of that is attached to the
31 October date ... so everyone who focuses on those aspects
is going to refer to 31 October, not 1 November, as Samhain.
Here's my confusion and my queston (which I've also posted in
comments to other people's journals): have I been mistaken
all the years I've wished folks "Happy New Year" on the
first of November instead of the last day of October? Or are
the folks saying that Hallowe'en == Samhain being sloppy?
Either way, happy "night between the years, when the veil
between the worlds is at its thinnest", whether that's properly
Samhain or Samhain-eve. Or happy All Hallow's Eve, for the
folks for whom that's more appropriate.
( more about the significance of this holiday,
personal and historical )
It's my favourite holiday. And now I've said why.
And I'm listening to a song that, by rights, I should
listen to every day of the year except today. :-)
"They say, 'why are you dressed like it's Hallowe'en? you look so absurd, you look so obscene'
Why can't I live a life for me?
Why should I take the abuse that's served?
Why can't they see they're just like me?"