Not doing well today. Started off feeling logy and off-kilter,
after not enough sleep.
I have a great whopping pile of recorded television shows to
watch (so far I've only seen two episodes of the current season
of Gilmore Girls and I haven't even started on Alias,
much less 24. A day when I'm not feeling well enough to
do much else sounds like maybe a day for catching up on stuff I
recorded back in September, no?
No. Fuzzy-head gradually morphed into significant head-and-neck
pain, along with the distinct impression that watching television
would make it worse, and difficulty paying enough attention to follow
a show anyhow. But the point of this entry isn't to whine about that
(it's a fairly ordinary -- and all too common for me lately --
complaint, which I'm not inspired to find a way to make funny
right now, so no point.) It's to record and ponder an observation:
I'm feeling too wrecked to handle television, so I turn instead
to a novel. Following the plot of a one-hour show with familiar
characters seems taxing, but following a much more involved story
involving (so far) four sentient species and SFnal technology to
keep track of feels okay. All right, it's not like I'm reading
Dostoevsky, admittedly, but I feel as though I could handle Camus
or Shakespeare today (and maybe Doyle but probably not Christie).
On a day when I don't think I can handle The West Wing or
Veronica Mars. (I could probably cope with House,
but I'll get a lot more out of it if I wait until I feel better.)
On a day when I don't think I can deal with a medium I can
mostly just listen to with occasional peeks (depending on the
show) without increasing my headache, I can read lots and lots
of words on the screen of my PDA. Go figure.
Of course, part of this must be that if my attention wanders,
or my brain speeds up and slows down, or I need to rest my eyes,
I don't miss anything (and rewinding a book -- 'lectronic
or dead-trees -- to make sure I caught something correctly, is
easier than finding the right spot to flip back to on a videocassette).
But still ... reading news articles and political commentary
seems like real effort right now -- even reading random LiveJournal
chitchat feels like a strain -- and sorting out culture-clash
issues between unfamiliar imaginary species feels easier? Go
figure.
Brains are curious things. (Feel free to parse that multiple
ways.)
And yeah, it did eventually dawn on me that feeling gradually
crappier and crappier meant I should probably take something.
Took a while to sink in, it being a slow-brain day and all.