After failing to manage it Thursday, I headed ro my mother's house on
Friday to escape oppressive heat+humidity, and to do some laundry. Then
I got stuck there until late last night because I wasn't feeling well
enough to drive back to Baltimore. (On the plus side, I ate better than
I do here. And it was cooler and less humid in an air-conditioned
house, even with Friday's rain bringing the temperature down a bit. And
quieter, without the lid folks next door here.) Today I'm doing a bit
better, but still not great.
I'm trying to decide whether I'm well enough to try to get to 3LF
rehearsal tonight for the first time in ages -- a decision that also
affects what I try to get done this afternoon. On the one hand, I
am moving better than I was yesterday or the day before, and
could, I think, drag myself there assuming a comprable level of pain
and fatigue five hours hence; I've been absent from there way too long;
and half-past-fourteen seems so early to be giving up based on the
idea that the last few days are a warning of what to expect tonight.
On the other hand, I only got about halfway home last night before
reaching the "maybe I shouldn't really be driving after all" stage
of fatigue; "moving better than yestereday" doesn't take into account
trying to carry the double bass; and fatigue played a role in Friday
afternoon's fender-bender (that has one tire rubbing during and after
left turns).
I'm thinking that the wiser course of action is to not go tonight.
But that's not what I want the answer to be, so I'm still
arguing with myself.