My sweet, sweet Perrine, the cat who squeaked, drama-kitty, who wandered into my life thirteen and a half years ago mostly starved and proceeded to give me affection, stories, and the occasional live mouse over the years, died around 18:45 tonight after an undetermined illness[*].
I am not thinking straight. I'm not sure I'm really thinking. My head seems to have turned into a snot-factory. If you want to know how I'm doing ... I don't know yet. I'll figure that out when I can think again.
I got thirteen and a half years of stories. She got thirteen and a quarter years of better health than she came to me with, and a human to sleep on. Thirteen years ... wasn't enough.
2016 really fucking sucks.
[*] Blood tests and physical exaam ruled out most of the easy-to-treat stuff and all of the easy-to-diagnose things, so we were in a "try to treat the symptoms and watch for more clues" stage.
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Perrine had you for her whole life. Know that you gave her a good one.
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I think I had not yet found you on lj when Petrine found you. Thank you for linking to the entry - it is beautiful and a beautiful memory.
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You gave her a great home and a lot of love for thirteen and a half years. Surely she knew that.
Bon Nuit, Chere Perrine