Got to sleep at reasonable hour for a change! But am too soon awakened, by v. unpleasant dream. Dreamt would-be robber came back w/three accomplices, and I killed one w/ v. loud pistol. Killing people is wake-up-now level ickness in dream. Do not want. (Was a little less unpleasant than last dream of killing an intruder: that one was w/ sword, and had tactile/haptic ick -- sensation of bone giving way to my blade. Gun dream just audio/visual + terror ... guess five feet more distance + no direct mechanical contact is big difference to squick factor in dreams. Still, eww.
>>shudder<<
Unfun dream. Do not want.
(1st 3/4 of dream just strange, photographing bizarre car accident + slapstick response to it, from upstairs window.)
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From flaviarassen
incident is that it made you feel like hurting someone, &
you don;t like that. I can see why; you're such a sweetie.
But defending yourself is something everyone should do - you
have nothing for which to reproach yourself.