eftychia: Me in kilt and poofy shirt, facing away, playing acoustic guitar behind head (cyhmn)
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posted by [personal profile] eftychia at 09:48pm on 2009-04-08

*pout* I'm not at rehearsal. Okay, yeah, I figured this was kinda likely just because it's how the past several weeks have gone, but despite that I was still hoping to feel well enough to make it tonight. I think I could play okay sitting down, despite really not feeling well ... but I don't feel un-dizzy enough for handling eight hundred kiloJoules of kinetic energy around others to seem like a responsible course of action. Meds helped with the pain a bit (still hurt a lot but I could hold up for a little while for something important enough, and tonight counts), and a hot shower helped with the stiffness and even helped the dizziness a little, but not enough, and the effect didn't last long.

*grumble*

I'm feeling a little better than last weekend, but not by a whole lot, and it's been kinda up and down. This is frustrating.

Huh. Maybe doing even less well than I thought when I started writing this, given that I didn't notice a bunch of time slip by just now, between paragraphs.

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posted by (anonymous) at 12:47pm on 2009-04-09
You know, handsome... the more I hear you talking, the more I think you need to find the strongest drugs you can beg them to give you and break this cycle for a few days... catching up on some sleep, resetting your clock, and giving your body a chance to have those nerves stop firing for a little while.

I dont think you're likely to get addicted or dependent. I do think you need a chance to let yourself find a new normal.

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