Δαφνη Ευτυχια Αρθουρος

My state for most of the past couple of weeks can be summed up as "angst, woe, and self pity, with extended periods of physical pain and exhaustion". Yes, this relates to what I wrote about in the wee hours of the 2nd.

I haven't written much because, in addition to being too sore physically to get much done, I haven't wanted to write about that, but it's all that fills my brain when I sit down to try to write. Also, there have been some good things to write about as well, and I really want to write those so that my livejournal is more than just a woe-fest. Maybe I'll start writing both sets of ideas in two different windows and just delay posting either until the happy stuff is ready to send...

I have gotten some insights into the angstfull stuff, and I want to let these new thoughts jell a bit before I blurt stuff out again. One thing I've decided is that I need to spend a lot more time on stage for a while -- performing seems to be about the only thing that distracts me enough.