ah, living today -- that's the holy grail, isn't it? i'm still trying to get there. i have moments of being solidly in the here and now, but it never lasts me very long. i'm always looking ahead to the worst possible outcome and plotting my strategy for how to deal with it. or looking back and feeling angry and upset that the past is poisoning my present.
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eventually i'll get the hang of thursdays.