I'm fascinated by your dreams and the intermingling of lives.
I had *2* rather long conversations about kink very late in the day/night yesterday (nothing about spam.) The gist of the longer of the 2 was my general "fuck-you" attitude and how I refuse to be concerned with what other people think. As a main example, I stated that I'd proudly go anywhere with you and anyone who commented or didn't like your.....you-ness, would be subject to a pop in the nose from me. The person conversing with me has closet issues and we talked about my career and my (new and unfortunate) need for discretion. We talked about the freedom to be who we are and I basically promoted within him the cultivation of my aforementioned "fuck-you" attitude. He's having some life-crisis issues and needed the uplift, the general acceptance of who he is. I think acceptance and love for who a person genuinely is, is my "superpower." (Didn't realize that I had one :) I've been classified as "weird" for as long as I can remember and if those doing the classifying are "normal" well, then they're not only right but I thank them for the compliment.
Later, after this conversation, which was with my dear pain-slut, my dear submissive gentlechild and escort took me to a private club. It's one well-known in certain circles in this city. It has several lovely scene rooms and a massive amount of equipment. I saw several intoxicating scenes including one of paddling/flogging followed by sensory immersion (one of my favs) with ice, oil, and hot wax. I saw much of an auction of Doms/subs/others,; a swing & caging scene; bullwhipping; a bit of suspension-asphyxiation; a lot of socializing; and had an intro-quiz on myself by the fibro-afflicted owner.
If I may hazard a guess, the dream "surgery" may possibly be the translation your mind is making of me being sick and in the ER on Friday? Right area of the body in your imagination. [About the right amount of bloodiness, too.] You know what I've said to you previously about my identity and the gentle alteration of it..... That you and Anniemal would protect it and me....warms and amazes me. Thanks. I'll be your superhero anytime. *hug power*
Wow......a superhero
I had *2* rather long conversations about kink very late in the day/night yesterday (nothing about spam.) The gist of the longer of the 2 was my general "fuck-you" attitude and how I refuse to be concerned with what other people think. As a main example, I stated that I'd proudly go anywhere with you and anyone who commented or didn't like your.....you-ness, would be subject to a pop in the nose from me. The person conversing with me has closet issues and we talked about my career and my (new and unfortunate) need for discretion. We talked about the freedom to be who we are and I basically promoted within him the cultivation of my aforementioned "fuck-you" attitude. He's having some life-crisis issues and needed the uplift, the general acceptance of who he is. I think acceptance and love for who a person genuinely is, is my "superpower." (Didn't realize that I had one :)
I've been classified as "weird" for as long as I can remember and if those doing the classifying are "normal" well, then they're not only right but I thank them for the compliment.
Later, after this conversation, which was with my dear pain-slut, my dear submissive gentlechild and escort took me to a private club. It's one well-known in certain circles in this city.
It has several lovely scene rooms and a massive amount of equipment. I saw several intoxicating scenes including one of paddling/flogging followed by sensory immersion (one of my favs) with ice, oil, and hot wax. I saw much of an auction of Doms/subs/others,; a swing & caging scene; bullwhipping; a bit of suspension-asphyxiation; a lot of socializing; and had an intro-quiz on myself by the fibro-afflicted owner.
If I may hazard a guess, the dream "surgery" may possibly be the translation your mind is making of me being sick and in the ER on Friday? Right area of the body in your imagination. [About the right amount of bloodiness, too.]
You know what I've said to you previously about my identity and the gentle alteration of it.....
That you and Anniemal would protect it and me....warms and amazes me. Thanks. I'll be your superhero anytime. *hug power*