I cannot deny trying to find perfect composure in other's eyes. The worth of it is another matter entirely. I 'm still trying to practice arts I think useless. I'm real and who I am, ultimately. I don't give a shit for that astounding balancing of a wine glass on an hors d'ouvres plate beyond the fact that someone can do it. What an amazing skill. Okay, if it matters to him, I care, sort of. And everything changes.
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What is 'Transcience"?